I planned 5 o'clock every day, but from 6 o'clock, I still slept 10 minutes.

Inertia is too deep, which has always been a problem and has not been corrected since I started studying.

What is the reason? If the goal is not clear, there is no motivation to move forward.

Most of the time, it's just a matter of thought. An action can change a behavior. If the alarm clock rings, I will leave the bed, so I won't get up.

But I will continue to be in a daze. At this time, I will read energy words and goals for the first time to wake myself up.

So you can start a new day.

But I don't even bother to read the energy language. No one can change you unless I make up my mind to change it.

It's not difficult to do, but I don't want to.

Do you have a feeling?

Time always slips away in places you can't see or see, and when you realize it, it's too late.

Just like a cancer patient knows that he is sick, and he is too sick to return to heaven.

How can we avoid this situation?

Only daily inspection, be cautious in words and deeds, be strict with yourself and race against time.

Although people can never run out of time, it is better to do what they want than to wait for death.

As I write now, this is what I want to do. It was originally a diary in the morning, but I insist on writing it now. In the middle, I was pushed away by time and dizzy by the information on my mobile phone before I did my own thing.

You should study, but be clear about your purpose.

Shouting slogans all day to clarify your goals, then where is your goal?

Did you find it? Has it been implemented?

Everyone else is growing, and you are still hesitating.

The law of attraction says that as long as you firmly believe and act immediately, you can succeed.

What about your faith?

Did you take action?

There is always a sense of frustration in my chest, and I know that's why I have accomplished nothing.

I am so eager to succeed, I am so anxious. If one day I can't see the effect, I will change my mind and belittle myself.

02

It's 17:28, one night.

The sound of a kitchen knife colliding with the chopping block came from my ear, and chopsticks and stainless steel pool were learning from each other.

The child didn't sleep all afternoon, and gentle and vague words hovered downstairs. As the bell of his tricycle faded, he probably walked out of the alley with his father and walked away to play.

I sat cross-legged on the bed, adjusted my dirty hair, licked my dry lips, and turned on my cell phone to continue my writing this morning.

What did I do today?

I took my child out to the seaside for two hours. He kept asking me to hug him, so I had to coerce him to walk all by himself. Talk a lot, but the goal has been achieved.

Taking care of children is a physical activity as well as a mental activity. Every day, I keep greeting him to eat, drink and sleep. I wonder if his grandmother's nagging is caused by coaxing the children to speak loudly and whisper.

Even when I was feeding porridge in the morning, I mechanically raised my spoon to feed Bao, and his grandmother kept playing tricks in the turbulent river, saying that Bao had eaten porridge. I don't know what he thinks, but there are thousands of grass-mud horses running inside me anyway.

Now I've listened to it too much, and the cocoon of my ear is thick, and I can still let my left ear go in and my right ear out.

However, I still adhere to the ancestral motto "Eat without talking, sleep without talking". Eating is a natural thing. Eat when you are hungry. Don't eat when you are full. Aren't you tired?

However, if you live in your parents-in-law's house, you will be grateful that the elderly can take care of you. If you don't spoil yourself too much, ignore it. Going back will only hurt feelings, because the old man's experience and habits have been laid, and he can't change them for a while, and his obsession is deep and his memory is still very poor. He's not his real mother. I don't know.

There is only one word "forbearance" that can be done.

For a while, endure a calm and take a step back.

Instead of resisting life, it is better to improve your ability, work hard to make money and leave here with your husband and children as soon as possible.

Live a free life with real dignity.

I am studying on the platform now, and I am making a little progress every day. Wealth likes capable people. Believe me, with the improvement of all aspects of ability, wealth will follow.

Be a grateful person, bring positive energy every day, follow the excellent teachers in the platform, and strive to improve your writing level and oral ability.

I believe I will realize my life value, come on!