Then why did you stay with him for three years? Is it because of handsome or because of rhetoric? Since you gave it, don't regret it. It's not worth being angry with yourself. You lost all your youth. It's not that I don't speak well. You two basically can't drive this complicated. You hate him so much, he doesn't care about you at all in your heart, and it's hard for you to be happy together. To tell the truth, you still want that 1000 yuan after he bought the car (some people will think so), but you are not worth that 1000 yuan at his place (some people will think so). What's the point? Is it that serious? Actually, it's not. Listening to your spoken English is a terrible way to look at each other. It must be terrible to see you write so much from your heart. You two have different ideas, becoming more and more extreme and congenial. . . If you still want to cherish it, I suggest you two talk it over.