Senior three, it should be said that everyone is studying hard.

Our class is not like this, it is a key class of pseudo-liberal arts.

Why do you say that?

Our school has always paid more attention to science than literature, fooling students with slightly better grades into studying science. There are only two key liberal arts classes, and parents find relationships to tutor students with poor grades. So the quality of the students in our class is actually quite poor.

This led me to change my class resolutely, but this is another story.

2

When the school started in September, everyone just entered the third year of high school and felt that they still had the mentality of inspiring to get into a good university. They all work hard, including me. I actively attend classes and take notes. After class, except for going to the toilet and running exercises, they are basically studying or going to the office. Because everyone is studying, I think there is nothing wrong with being a poor student.

65438+/kloc-came back from vacation in October and took the first quality test in senior three. Maybe God encouraged me to start studying hard.

I won the third place in our class.

Because the third year of high school has just been divided into classes and the teacher has just taken over from us, I don't know much about each student's learning situation, so I naturally think I am a good student. I have to say it's too important to leave a good impression on the teacher! This is helpful for my study in senior three! ) Then, the head teacher and teachers of all subjects began to look for our top ten to do ideological work, saying that we had the possibility of entering key universities!

I was also excited at that time, because I liked psychology, so my goal was Beijing Normal University.

Where is the road to reversible attack so simple?

Only those who have worked hard and lived will know that thorns are everywhere along the way and lonely ridicule along the way may make you collapse and let you fall into deep despair.

three

For me, the third place is both an incentive and a blow.

I still remember the way my classmates looked at me at that time: questioning, disdaining, mocking ... and even doubting the authenticity of my grades.

Except for a few close friends who said to me, "pillow, you are great." You can. "

Everything else is on the sidelines.

I remember once I went to the toilet and overheard someone say:

"The poor student, who knows how to get the third place. I just didn't study hard last month, otherwise it wouldn't be easy for me to get the third place. "

"Yes, it's so funny to think about fighting back when it's so bad."

.........

No one can understand my feelings at that time, which is more embarrassing than slapping me on the spot.

I suddenly felt ashamed. Yes, I am a poor student, but I just want to stand among the good students.

four

Yes, I was afraid to work hard at first.

The enthusiasm for learning in September gradually faded in the class. I watched those good students play unscrupulously and get excellent results in the exam.

I said, "I never do my homework when I go home." "Learn what? That's it. "But I got a score of 500+.

Maybe they want to prove that they are smarter than others, or they may write at night.

In short, I began to be afraid of hard work, afraid that there would be no result after hard work, and afraid that the gossip of my classmates would completely crush me.

Even at a certain stage, I feel that my efforts are a shame in disguise. I'm humiliating myself.

That was the first time I fell into despair. My friend and mother told me, "don't care too much about other people's eyes." Isn't it a good thing to learn? "

Yes, I know getting better is a good thing, but I can't beat myself.

Kimi had just died, saying it was a depressive episode. At that time, I felt I knew him very well, just like an article written by Lu Xun when Ruan died.

I didn't believe that speech would really kill a person before, but during that time, I really felt that speech could not only kill people, but also run over your heart like a shoe covered with nails and step on it until your heart cooled down and there was no residue left.

During that time, I could only sleep on chicken soup to support myself.

I read Lin Liyuan's article "None of us are children of God" for at least fifty times when I was in senior three, and I still remember it in my heart.

In this way, I continued to enrich my blood and strengthen my heart, and gradually devoted myself to the arduous journey of learning.

five

Somewhere in the soul

If the foundation is not good, start from the most basic.

Literature, politics, history, geography, recite history, politics 15min in the morning self-study.

Geography belongs to a little science, so it is assigned to recess, and it depends on the calculation of local time in geography during recess.

Run to the teacher's office whenever there is a problem.

Self-study in the evening is mainly about mathematics. Do math homework first and then correct the wrong questions.

Chinese takes less time and only recites ancient poems and idioms.

According to my own situation, I didn't listen to Chinese class in senior three, so I sorted out Chinese books or recited them in Chinese class.

English is memorizing words in groups, sometimes using pocket books. Watch it for a while before lunch break at noon and watch it again after waking up. ...

Day after day, the foundation was laid. The results gradually stabilized in the top fifteen. I have gradually become confident and no longer called a poor student.

Remember, self-confidence and confidence are given by yourself.

? I want to witness you build your own empire?

six

Life in senior three, soon.

How fleeting, the first round of review is over day by day.

Followed by winter vacation.

After the winter vacation, I experienced another earth-shaking change and growth.

Including my own decision to transfer to the worst regular class.

Now that I think about going there, my senior three life is the most complete.