"We all think that any emotion that can be shown to people at any time must be disgusting." I only found this disgusting place. Before this sentence, Wang Xiaobo gave some examples, such as his feelings for the party and his feelings for his brother and mother. According to the context, I understand that Wang Xiaobo's so-called disgusting means: you can love your country and your party, but shouting slogans and dancing loyalty and righteousness is disgusting; You can love your brother and your mother, but it's disgusting to go out and publicize how good your brother and mother are. . What you really love is treasured in your heart, not displayed to others. It's disgusting to perform at any time

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