More than a dozen gorgeous chandeliers make the hall look like a palace. With the coming of the best actress award, the atmosphere in the best actress candidate area suddenly became tense. Although Shen Qiang looked calm, his congratulations obviously became a little urgent.
Shen Qiang adjusted his breath and looked at the other candidates around him. Seeing them trying to keep smiling, their stiff posture still shows that they are equally nervous.
Except yin. ......
Chapter 16 (4)
Shen Qiang looked at her suspiciously and saw that she seemed distracted, as if the whole person was not present, but thinking about other things. I really don't understand this woman Yin. Isn't she distracted and not nervous at this time?
However, I suddenly found that Yin's hand was clutching her handbag tightly, but in her heart, it was just that, just hiding it better.
Yin clutched the mobile phone in her handbag.
Whenever a phone call comes in, she will immediately notice the vibration. She doesn't know what kind of decision he will make. Maybe she shouldn't come to the awards ceremony tonight.
Think in a trance
It seems that the host of the award ceremony is talking excitedly, and there seems to be a spotlight shining around her. She just thought about what decision he would make.
"Now I will announce that the winner of the best actress award is-"
On the TV screen, the awarding guests excitedly looked at the winning envelope in their hands, and their voices were loud and excited. The camera switched to several best actress candidates. The discerning spotlight beam shines on the faces of three female stars, such as, Yin, etc., and the background music suddenly becomes tense!
Chen Ou stood up and stared at her in the camera.
Sitting in a red velvet chair, she seems to be thinking about something in the discerning beam from time to time, and there is a trance-like fog in her eyes.
"The winner of the best actress award is-"
With the excited voice of the awarding guests, the background music sounded a breathtaking rhythm!
"-Miss Yin Xia Mo!"
Very dazzling intense beam suddenly all focused on Yin!
The shots of the other four female stars are all gone.
Yin's close-up quickly expanded to the whole picture!
A tidal wave of applause sounded!
All the stars present looked at her and applauded her with a smile!
Ear first thunderous applause, strong harsh spotlight shot in Yin's face for a long time, she narrowed her eyes absently, and her free thoughts were gradually pulled back by the fiery atmosphere at the scene. She looked around and saw all the people smiling and clapping at her. The host shouted on the stage: "Please ask Miss Yin to take the stage to receive the prize!"
Yin stood up slowly.
At this moment, it suddenly seems like a dream.
Several unnamed female stars stood up at the same time and hugged her excitedly. Shen Qiang also stretched out his hand and took her hand and said:
"Congratulations."
Applause thunderously!
Andrew walked down the aisle with a red carpet.
Pan Nan smiled happily and clapped hard. Finally I couldn't help rushing out and gave her a big hug!
Yao Shuer smiled and waved to her!
Vivian blew her a kiss!
Long time no see Ling Hao also smiled and applauded!
Cheney's clapping gesture is very big, and the ruby between his fingers is shining!
Director Wu and Zhong Ya also stood up and hugged her!
She became the focus of the audience on the TV screen, and the spotlight followed her all the time. So many people warmly embraced her and congratulated her. She smiled and responded politely. In the bright light, Luo stared at her, hugged her tightly and whispered something in her ear with a smile. She also smiled and answered something, and then walked onto the platform.
Chen Ou looked at her quietly on the screen.
She is so beautiful.
After all, she shouldn't belong to him alone. When he cuts off her wings, all her light will go out.
She received the Jin Lu trophy from the awarding guests.
She humbly thanked the awarding guests, who smiled and congratulated her, then stepped back and gave her time to express her gratitude.
Gorgeous award stage.
A huge and bright crystal chandelier.
The golden microphone stands upright in the blooming flowers.
The discerning beam shone on her.
Holding the Jin Lu trophy, she smiled quietly and beautifully. After thanking the director, screenwriter and all the actors and actresses of the film Picturesque, she paused, her eyes shining with wet light:
"I used to think that I would never return to this stage. When I lost the most important person in my life, I thought everything was meaningless. Thank you for being with me all the time and saving me from despair. They made me understand that life itself is the most merciful gift given by God. "
She smiled softly, and her smile was as beautiful as the morning light on the sea.
"Maybe the deceased will never see me standing here again, but I will continue to work hard and live a good life, so that the person I love can share my smile and happiness with the person I love, even if he is already in heaven."
Looking at the camera, she said softly:
"Finally, I want to thank my husband. I wouldn't get up so fast without you by my side. Thank you. "
Her eyes are so gentle, like the gentle waves of the sea, gazing deeply at his heart through the TV screen.
Chen Ou looked at her silently.
The hand holding the suitcase is getting stiff.
In an instant.
He thought he had been longing for what he saw under her eyes, but the camera was cut and Luo's face appeared on the screen. Luo stared at her as if she was the only one in his eyes, and that deep and strong emotion seemed to remain unchanged even though he was far away from her.
The clock on the dresser is ticking away.
Chen Ou stood like a stone carving for a long time.
Finally, he gently put a letter on her bedside table, pressed it with a bottle of lilies, finally took a look at the bedroom full of her breath, lifted the suitcase that had already been packed, and walked out sadly.
The door closed gently.
The night wind blew up the dark blue curtains.
Lily blooms quietly.
The letter under the crystal vase is blown by the wind, as if the night wind is reading the letter.
(Letter: Xia Mo:
When you read this letter, I will already be on the plane to France. I can't tell you I'm leaving, I can only write this letter. I have a lot to say to you, but when it comes to pens, I don't know where to start. .....
Recently, I have been thinking about our past over and over again. )
The white Cadillac RV is driving in the sea of cars at night.
Chen Ou looked out of the window.
The window glass was lowered, and the cool night wind messed up his black hair.
I remember meeting you for the first time in that midsummer. You ran out of the mall in a white fluffy skirt. You stood in front of my car with open arms. You are as beautiful and lovely as an angel in a fairy tale, and you are a gift from heaven.
It may sound ridiculous, but at the age of fourteen, I fell in love with you at the age of eleven from that moment on. If I can, I want to hide you tightly in my palm, so that no one can see or touch you, not even Cheng Xiao.
You grow up, more and more beautiful, more and more dazzling like a diamond. I gradually began to worry that someone would see you, find you and take you away from me.
The man finally appeared.
You have unusual feelings for that boy named Luo. You will be angry because of him, lost in thought because of him, begging for me because of him, and smiling because of him. So, jealousy bit my heart, and I will drive him away and not allow him to stay with you for one more second.
You were under the cherry tree that night. The tragedy happened because of me, and my overbearing possessiveness destroyed the happiness I once held in my hand. )
Cadillac is moving forward in the ocean of cars.
The night wind is very strong, blowing violently from outside the window glass.
Chen Ou pursed her lips dimly.
Long green lace danced with the wind, and colorful and complicated patterns fluttered in the night. It was untied from her wrist that night, and he tied it to her wrist before he left.
(Letter: See you in five years. I lost my memory after the car accident, but I was attracted to you again and fell in love with you.
This time, I made the same mistake.
The strong possessiveness has not subsided, but has intensified. Kill Luo, deliberately let him misunderstand the relationship between you and me, clearly know who you like, but threaten you to marry me with a kidney transplant.
When Cheng Xiao accused me of threatening you with my kidney, I refused a kidney transplant.
When I was in a coma with a high fever.
I once wavered and wanted to give you your freedom back. And after you get well, looking at your gentle smile, the three of us live together as a family, and I am depressed again. I don't want to leave you, even if I am selfish, I want to be with you forever.
However, it is still wrong after all.
When Cheng Xiao died, if Luo was by your side, if the person you like was watching over you, and if I let go earlier, maybe you wouldn't be so desperate that you almost collapsed. If you are surrounded by people you like, you will live well for them. )
Ahead is the brightly lit airport terminal.
The white Cadillac slowly stopped.
The uniformed driver got out of the car and respectfully opened the door. Chen Ou came out silently and refused the driver to help him carry the box. He told the driver to leave and walked into the waiting hall alone. The wheels of the suitcase made a hollow sound on the marble floor.
(Letter: If you like me, God will take care of me. You have our flesh and blood in your belly, which will cheer you up and make me struggle again.
I know what family means to you.
For the baby, you will try to protect this family, stay with me forever, and try to forget the shadow of that person in your heart. I desperately want to stay with you forever, watch the baby grow up day by day, and guard you tightly by my side.
Just, will this be another mistake?
Chapter 16 (5)
Your life should not be just a baby. Being with the person you like and spending your life with him is your true and complete happiness.
In the past, as long as I could be by your side and look at you, it was my greatest happiness. In order to do this, I can do whatever it takes. Now, I want to see your happy life, just like Cheng Xiao's painting, with this happy smile, from your mouth to your eyes.
So, I left.
Although I am not around you and the baby, I will try my best to love the baby. I am the father of the child. No matter what decision you make, you and the baby will always be the people I cherish most. ....
The waiting hall is empty at night.
The quiet echo of footsteps, the empty hall, only a few people, the occasional flight registration reminder on the radio, the night penetrated through the huge French windows. There seems to be a wet fog in front of me. Chen Ou walked woodenly, and the dark cracks in his heart kept tearing. At the moment of leaving, it tore painfully.
"I thought you would change your mind ..."
A voice seemed to come from a distant place, as if in a sleeping dream, but it floated into his ears so clearly. Chen Ou stopped slightly, but didn't look back, just gave a wry smile. He can hear voices and fantasize about the voice he is most looking forward to hearing. She should still be at the award ceremony now. Why is she here?
He walked on.
However, the arm was held tightly from behind!
Tight!
The strength of grip and the trembling of fingers ....
It's not like an illusion. ....
Chen Ou stood slowly, looking at the past hesitantly. It is dark night outside the huge landing window. Slowly, he turned around, as if the air was pulled away in slow motion in the movie, leaving only a slender figure in front of him, which seemed unreal.
Gradually, the white fog in front of him dissipated.
In the brightly lit waiting hall, the woman who clutched his arm and wouldn't let him leave was wearing a light blue evening dress, and her eyes were shining with Ying Ying's light.
Yin!
At the moment, it should still be Yin on the TV screen!
There are fine beads of sweat on her forehead.
As if she came here anxiously, as if she had just experienced a frantic search, so her cheeks were still flushed, her eyes were still full of fluctuating emotions, her breathing was still a little unstable, and her fingers on his arm were shaking gently!
"Why are you here ..."
Chen Ou looked at her stiffly, his throat hoarse.
"I came from the awards party, but fortunately I caught up!"
Yin's chest heaved rapidly. She looked up and smiled at him, but her left hand still clung to his arm, as if afraid that he would leave as soon as she let go.
Chen Ou looked at her carefully.
Until this moment, he still felt that her appearance was just his illusion.
"I peeked at the letter and knew you were leaving ..." Yin said apologetically softly, "I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't peek, but I always feel uneasy. I asked Mr. Shen to find out the plane ticket you booked and ask him to call me as soon as he saw you leave. "
Her eyes rested on his suitcase, dazed, said:
"But I always thought you would change your mind. I thought I'd see you when I got home from the awards ceremony ... How could you just leave, Chen Ou? It's not like you ... "
Chen Ou close your eyes, dumb voice said:
"How to like me? I will imprison you by my side against your wishes, and I will get you no matter who you like. Is this like me? "
"No, it isn't!" Yin said in a panic, "that's not what I meant!"
She clenched his arm tighter, as if she was afraid that he would leave her, then adjusted her breathing and said:
"... did you hear what I said to you at the award ceremony? Am I not clear enough? Chen Ou, without you, I can't get up from the despair of losing Cheng Xiao. You have helped me and supported me again and again, so please don't leave, ok? "
Chen Ou looked at her nervous.
He could see that she really wanted him to stay.
That's enough.
Whatever it is, ...
That's enough.
"Sorry, Xia Mo ..."
Chen Ou close your eyes, dumb voice said:
"... I made a lot of mistakes before, and I can't continue to make mistakes. When I'm gone, you're free. "
"Yes, I made many mistakes, too." Yin stared at him, gentle mixed with some kind of emotion, which made the heat flow slowly in her heart. She whispered, "I didn't tell you, I want to be with you forever."
"You don't have to force yourself so much."
Chen Ou controls the blood flow of the whole body with his reason. He wants her to be really happy and be with the person she loves.
"I want to tell you this tonight, but I think it will be more romantic if I win the prize." Her smile is vaguely shy, unlike Yin, who has always been silent, but like a slightly embarrassed girl. "Of course, if I don't get it, I'll tell you."
Her hand slipped slowly from his arm.
Hold his palm tightly.
Her palms are warm, just like the warm sun, and her voice is as warm as the sun:
"Chen Ou, Los Angeles is a thing of the past ... I admit that I once liked him, but that was before I married you. No matter why I married you, I am your wife and I have fallen in love with you. "
love ...
Chen Ou heart a roar!
Did she just say that word? ...
"Chen Ou, I didn't force myself," she said with a deep breath. "I love you, so please don't leave me and my children."
The world suddenly became so unreal that Chen Ou suddenly lost his heart. The last reason and the whole body crazy blood made him struggle in the purgatory of ice and fire!
"This is very irresponsible. Should I tell our child that he will have an irresponsible father in the future? " Although there is a playful light in her eyes, the rapid ups and downs in her chest still reveal her anxiety in waiting.
The waiting hall is as bright as day.
The airport broadcast began to invite passengers to board the plane to Paris.
Chen Ou's heart suddenly cracked completely, and the severe pain rolled, even exceeding the pain at the moment of leaving her!
"But you have no reason to love me."
If she is lying to him, then this is the cruelest thing she has ever done!
"My possessiveness is too strong. I have done too many wrong things. How can you love me? "
"If everything starts with loving me, if you have tasted all the pain for me, if you love me enough to leave, how can I never fall in love with you?"
In late summer, Yin Xia stared at him.
Lip angle with a smile.
A little glittering and translucent tears really flashed through the fundus.
"Do you think I'm really a stone-hearted person?" (Twitter .. you are! ! It's just that our young master has softened the stones! ! Oh, my god, this feeling is so good! ! )
Her tears finally defeated him!
Chen Ou held her tightly in her arms and hugged her with all her strength. Warm water drops fell on her shoulders (master's tears), and his arms clung to her body, hoarse and trembling.
"If you are lying to me ... if you are lying to me ..."
Yin also hugged him tightly and whispered in his chest:
"I know you may not believe me now. Give me a chance and let me prove it to you, okay? "
The airport broadcast repeatedly asked passengers flying to Paris to start boarding.
The empty waiting hall.
The night is romantic, gently seeping in from the huge French window.
He hugged her for a long time.
As if we would never be apart again.
"Mom, why do uncles and aunts hug each other?"
In the waiting hall, a little girl was holding her mother in one hand and a big doll in the other, looking curiously at the couple hugging in front.
"Because they are lovers." Mother's smile is tolerant and gentle.
"What is a lover?"
"Lovers are people who love each other."
"Just like dad loves mom and mom loves dad?"
"yes."
"Then will I have a lover?"
"Yes, everyone will find someone they love and live happily with them ..."
That night, all passing passengers and airport staff couldn't help watching the couple embrace each other. They must be in love, otherwise the girl's smile would not be so beautiful. Tears glistened in her smile, but they penetrated into her eyes from her mouth.
End of movement
This summer, Yin Orange's solo exhibition held in the famous Crown Art Museum became a highlight of the art world. The exhibition attracted the attention and admiration of art critics from all sides. What is more regrettable is that the painter Yin Cheng who created these paintings has passed away.
With the affirmation of Yin Orange's solo exhibition by art critics in the media, the number of visitors is increasing day by day. Many people offered to buy some of these works, but they were all rejected by Yin Wanyan.
Unexpectedly, one day, boss Xia came to the exhibition, silently stared at a self-portrait of Yin Ju for nearly half a day, and told Yin that he wanted to buy the painting. Looking at Xiao Ju's pure smile in the self-portrait, she finally gave the painting to Boss Xia.
The midsummer sun shone into the exhibition hall.
On the blue wall like seaweed, there are paintings of Yin Orange before his death. Every painting has been quietly appreciated by visitors. People marvel at the touching feelings revealed in these beautiful paintings and pictures and stop for a long time.
Most of those paintings were painted by the same girl.
(Apple knocked it out, haha)
The girl has ivory skin, amber eyes and long hair like seaweed. She is studying in the flowers, by the sea, or at the window. She always has a beautiful smile on her mouth, which is fascinating.
People look at the girl in the painting with appreciation, but look at the woman at the entrance of the exhibition with different eyes. She is the girl in the picture.
Her abdomen bulged as if she were pregnant and about to give birth. She sat in a blue armchair, holding a brochure of the exhibition in her hand, and gave it to every visitor with a smile. The smile on her lips is as beautiful and bright as in the painting, and her face also exudes the gentle light of motherhood.
"Can you give us more brochures?"
Several college-looking boys asked Yin shyly that they were students of the Academy of Fine Arts, and other students in the class asked them to take more picture books back because they liked the paintings in the exhibition so much.
"Ok, wait a minute." (Sister Liu clicks)
Yin smiled and went to get the brochure, only to find that there were not enough brochures in his hand, so he stood up slowly and walked to the table where the brochure was placed. Chen Ou, who accompanied the art critic to visit the exhibition, noticed her move, rushed over, took a stack of pamphlets for her, and then carefully helped her back.
"Thank you, Sister!"
The boy took the brochure and was very happy. They looked at each other and said shyly, "Can you ... can you draw the painter of this painting gradually?" He paints so well that we all want to see him. "
Yin dazed for a moment.
Chen Ou put his arm around her shoulder and she smiled back at him, as if to make him not worry. She smiled and said to the boys:
"The painter is my brother. He has passed away."
"ah! I'm sorry! Sorry! "
The boys repeatedly apologized.
"Never mind, he will be very happy if he knows that you like his paintings so much." Yin said softly, her eyes rested on the painting. (The dedication of Mo Mo)
In the afternoon, the exhibition ended completely.
Without the help of workers, Chen Ou carefully put Cheng Xiao's painting into the car. Yin originally wanted to do it by herself, but he never let her do it, let her rest quietly and take good care of the upcoming baby.
"Go home."
Chen Ou put away the last painting.
"hmm." Yin nodded and said, "Chen Ou, I want to visit a place."
The summer sunshine passes through the lush leaves like crystal.
Andrew is sitting on a bench beside the mall.
This is the road she took after school when she was a child. On both sides of the road, there are still tall and dense water shirts, towering into the sky, and the air is mixed with dense and humid trees.
Children who have just left school are still playing by the roadside.
They laughed and blew out soap bubbles, and countless bubbles floated in the air and flew lightly into the sky. The sunlight reflects colorful light on the bubbles, which is dazzling.
Perhaps the more beautiful, the more fragile, fly and fly, some bubbles are broken, and the remaining bubbles are still flying to the blue sky. Maybe these bubbles will eventually break. However, new bubbles keep dropping and floating, and then slowly fly to the beautiful sky.
Yin looked blankly at the soap bubbles flying in the air.
Suddenly _
The baby in her belly kicked her.
She smiled and lowered her head, gently stroking her swollen belly. The baby will be born in a month. Chen Ou stood by the car and stared at her every expression with bated breath. His eyes are soft and his mouth is covered with a happy smile.