It seems inappropriate to talk about it at any time. Since everything is on my lips, how can I sleep at night if I don't say it? Then tell me.
In the third year of high school, everyone was very nervous, especially near the college entrance examination, and passers-by were detained, especially for Chinese composition. If they win, it will be a great contribution to their success. Suddenly one day, it was widely rumored in the Jianghu that the composition of the college entrance examination might be a propositional composition related to friends, so everyone was very nervous and searched for model essays about friends.
Classmate A has a book similar to an encyclopedia of composition, and several model essays have been circulated in the class for a long time. He keeps them in a drawer like a treasure and occasionally gives them to everyone. That night, my little mind was infinitely tempted and secretly tore down one of the model essays after school.
The next day, the class exploded, and no one admitted that he did it. Of course, I can't admit it. Later, he died and left without telling the man the truth. Of course, that year's college entrance examination composition has nothing to do with the "friend" proposition.
This is just one of countless stains in my life, but after many years, I still feel uncomfortable when I think about it. Why was I so bad at that moment? Later, when I saw Russell's sentence, "People are moral because the temptation is not big enough", I felt that you must be as bad as me at some point.
Christianity believes that people came to this world because of original sin, which is human nature. People are born with seven deadly sins: arrogance, jealousy, rage, laziness, greed, gluttony and lust. This is exactly the same as China's pre-Qin thinker Xunzi's thought that human nature is evil and human nature is deficient. Today's human nature, born with good and good, shun, so fight for life and give up death; Born with evil, follow it, so thieves are born with loyalty; "Born with eyes and ears, humorous and obedient, so born with fornication, die with courtesy and righteousness."
Christianity believes that people are guilty, so they are born to atone, always reflect on themselves and be strict in self-discipline. I don't believe that people can be independent, so I created a strict political system to control people's desires, which is also the basis of modern western civilization, so many people say that western culture is "evil culture".
In ancient China, people were worshipped as a kind of saint culture, educated by educational etiquette and strict feudal hierarchy, trying to make everyone become a saint who "removed human desires and preserved justice". With the collapse of the feudal system, the original tools to suppress people's desires gradually decayed, and endless desires, like beasts imprisoned in their hearts, gradually revealed their true colors.
But human nature is complex and cannot be simply divided into two parts: white and black, good and evil? Otherwise, the discussion about the good and evil of human nature will be endless for hundreds of years. Even the heinous bad guys have a constant good impression, and even the perfect consciousness will have a moving moment. It is in the struggle between good and evil, in the comparison between self and others, that the greatness of human nature can be reflected.
Under normal circumstances, we are all charitable people. We will cry when we see the weak being bullied. When the huge "desire" from the outside comes, the hidden mind will wake up, lose its mind in an instant, show guilt and become crazy. This wish may be the last boat ticket before the end of the world, or it may be that each couple can only buy one suite before the house is restricted. So something interesting happened.
The recent tender funeral film A Trip to Busan truly reflects the existence of Korean films. Unlike rigid domestic disaster films, there are no slogans and heroic spirits, only small people make choices before facing disasters.
Bureaucratic uncle tried his best to protect himself and used the train driver who saved himself as a human shield. The uncle who is going to be a father gave his life to save his wife, and finally shouted to his wife, "I really want to be good to you, you have to believe"; The elder sister watched her younger sister being shut out alive. Desperate for human nature, she gave up hope of life, opened the door and zombies swarmed in. At the end of the film, the scene of the man saying goodbye to his daughter was touching, and the gray eyes left tears, and the scene of the newborn daughter reappeared one by one. In order to keep her alive, she jumped off the train before losing consciousness.
When the desire for survival exceeds morality, then people are really more terrible than zombies, which is why a female student said to her boyfriend, "It is safer for you to stay here." Firmly say: it's even scarier here! It's even scarier here! It's even scarier here!
The discussion about human nature can last for three days and nights. Under such a rigid system, all evils are like demons bred in hotbeds, which gradually grow and breed, and the judgment of good and evil is gradually distorted. Financial power is the ultimate criterion, "wealth without labor, happiness without conscience, learning without humanity, knowing without quality, politics without principle, business without morality, worship without sacrifice"!
In such a torrential night, I also sighed, reflected on my sins and left.