Indeed, I feel the same way about it. Since I officially stepped into the society, my previous beautiful imagination has been defeated by reality, and my confusion, anxiety and desire for money have reached an unprecedented height.
The hardship of life, the cruelty of reality, and the complexity of people's hearts ... The previous views were subverted a little, completely beyond imagination, and every step was being hit hard.
Sometimes I feel that the world is simple and people are simple, but sometimes I feel that the world is extremely complicated, even a small thing is so complicated.
I have been thinking about what the meaning of life is, what I should do, and where life should go.
I believe that some things have their own destiny, just like meeting the book "Heated by the Sun" at such a critical period.
This is a story about ideals, survival, entrepreneurship, reality, complex society, you and me. Maybe we can all see our own shadow in it.
Young self, high-spirited self full of hope for life, self hit by life until she can't see the future, self hit by life in the face of various choices, self with proud head down, gradually become the self of the person she once hated most. ...
What is life? Life is a training ground. It is a painful and happy process. We are struggling in the torrent of life. There is nothing we can rely on forever. The only thing that can be firmly grasped is to exercise your survival skills.
Zhao, a promising young man who has just graduated and is ready to start a business in China, has never seen the real society and life.
In the process of starting a business, my beloved girlfriend has left, and my career has just improved a little, but I can't escape the play and calculation of others. Everything is on the verge of breaking, and all the beautiful hopes and future only exist in my imagination.
At the end of the novel, Zhao chose to expose Wang Baoshan's true colors and returned to the chicken farm where he inherited his parents. Although I finally had to compromise my life, I made a decision that I thought was right, at least I was worthy of it.
Those who love Zhao deeply can't get past their parents, so they can only choose to leave Zhao and accept the blind date arranged by their parents.
Wang Baoshan, a versatile and cunning man, will do whatever it takes to achieve his goal. Pushing Mrs. Qiu, the nail house, into the water, causing her to drown, and he used this to get a promotion and a raise. Except for the first few nightmares, she actually lived with peace of mind.
Zhou Yaman, a widow who came out of the countryside and wanted to change her fate, was quite attractive. She sold her body to get what she wanted, hooked up with Wang Baoshan, and was rejected by Wang Baoshan. Wang Baoshan never had to solve her physical desires. Later, in this respect, she even tortured Zhou Yaman, who left her house in Wang Baoshan in retaliation for Wang Baoshan's murder.
Ma Daocai, Lu Bo, Zhang, Xu Xiangxiang, Yang Cuiling ... are all people who are struggling to swim forward in the torrent of life, and they are all ordinary people. Their life is the kind that once put into the crowd, it will soon be submerged without a trace.
Everyone is tempered by life, but after tempering, it may not be turned into steel.
After Qian Fan, we will eventually return to the ordinary. Maybe we were born ordinary, but we struggled because of a beautiful vision and unwillingness in our hearts. Maybe we were born extraordinary, but we lost our original value and gradually became ordinary.
No matter ordinary or extraordinary, since we came to this world, we must live well and live vigorously. We are born ordinary and extraordinary, so it is enough to live well.