Meng Xin never thought that she would become one of the "liars", nor did she think that she was so greedy in front of the so-called "love".

Actually, there's nothing to talk about cheating. Cheating is cheating, but Meng Xin suddenly feels so lonely, a kind of loneliness that he is eager to talk but afraid of being accused by others. In Meng Xin's view, this is more unbearable than cheating itself.

As Xu zhēng said in The Master of Hypnosis.

Indeed, any hidden "secret" will push us to a helpless situation. Meng Xin is like this at this time. She had a hunch that no matter who she told, she would lose it.

I wanted to find the exit of "organization" on the Internet, but as soon as I typed the word "cheating", I showed a lot of curses against cheaters, and my trembling hands dared not point away. Maybe this is what everyone calls karma. There is care, but it is only for the deceived.

Meng Xin sometimes thinks that so many disadvantaged groups in the world, such as homosexuals, unmarried people and dinks, have a thought-provoking slogan that is not recognized by the world. I believe that one day the world will open that door for them. Cheaters don't. I hope I'm the only one in the world who knows about it. How dare I shout any slogan? If there is an organization in this area, it is also a "deceived alliance."

Unlike "birth", many things have a definite time point and then are recorded on your birth certificate. Meng Xin doesn't know when he cheated on you when he was thinking or when he was having sex, but it doesn't seem to matter. Cheating is cheating.

A friend once reminded her that she had a boyfriend. She smiled and said that she would be careful, but she crossed the line after all. When the other party sent an invitation, Meng Xin went with pleasure as a "single person", and the pleasure brought by unknown events made her get carried away and feel no guilt.

Tell yourself silently that this is the first time and the last time.

Meng Xin is the kind of smart girl who thinks she has everything under control, but she still fantasizes about moving that set to the outside world, because her family doesn't want to be exposed because of love.

A "female man" becomes desperate everywhere just because he meets someone who can make him "work". In Meng Xin's view, what people call "women are like water" is not a woman's tenderness and affection, but her "fickle". A normal woman can always be keenly aware of her environmental position, and then quickly adjust her posture and respond flexibly. This kind of thing that men think is "very pretentious" is the necessary way for women to survive.

Just like a girl who was naive yesterday, once she steps into the marriage hall, she will soon realize what adjustments she will make in hairstyle, dress, mother-in-law relationship and parents' relationship. It is unacceptable that a woman who is not fickle will be blinded by Guan Yu. For men, it's just one more person in the family, and everything remains the same. After meeting Minghua, Meng Xin knew this very well without a teacher.

Minghua is Meng Xin's first love, not that she didn't sprout before, but that she automatically filtered out those fleeting throbs after meeting Minghua. In Meng Xin's view, the beginning of every relationship is "first love", full of novelty and expectation.

It is said that men chase women across the mountain and women chase men across the veil. In fact, it is not that men are easy to accept women's love and shyness, but that it is difficult for boys to grasp each other's emotional direction, but girls know their chances of winning.

For Minghua, Meng Xin is such a "one move to defeat the enemy". I don't remember what the movie was that night. Meng Xin just wants to gently rest his head on his shoulder and feel the temperature of the opposite sex. Minghua didn't refuse, pretending to watch the movie seriously, but his hand kept rubbing on the edge of the seat. Meng Xin calmly watched the deer bump in his heart, waiting for the bait.

Perhaps it is for this reason that in Meng Xin's heart, she has been chasing Minghua, although his appearance is very white.

After that, the plot is the same as that of ordinary couples, except that Meng Xin naturally becomes the defensive side and Minghua inexplicably becomes the offensive side. From the sweetness at the beginning to the enjoyment at the end, as keen as Meng Xin, she knew that she had completely mastered the initiative and would definitely win.

But she still lost, lost in love that she didn't understand was not a game, and she didn't win or lose. Meng Xin doesn't know how upset he is about celebrating his birthday. I don't know the hardships of going back and forth to accompany myself to eat a meal every day; I don't know how poor he is in order to save enough money for two people. Not sensible, afraid that he would think too much, he actively blocked all women's invitations; I don't understand his philosophy of life that "living is happiness" ... Meng Xin takes all this for granted and thinks that love should be like this until she cheats. ...

Meng Xin, who was sitting on the overpass drinking beer, told me the details of the whole relationship. Suddenly, she found that she had no sense of participation in this so-called "chasing" relationship, and she just took care of it blindly, for any girl, without any specific person.

As she said, "I never thought he would leave; I never thought how sad he would be when chatting with other boys; I never wanted to be honest with him; I never wanted to tell him when there was a rift in my relationship. In fact, I don't understand that love is not worth loving ... "

Looking at her tears, I know that in this relationship, she seems to have everything she should have, but in fact, she has always been outside, just an "outsider." So when people asked her if she had a boyfriend, she pretended to be single. Only in this way will I go on a date alone and enjoy it; It will be like a duck to water between two boys, and there will be no guilt. ...

Some people say that cheating is because there are too many temptations, but for Meng Xin, it is because she has been unable to define her role. She doesn't know what to do or not to do as a lover. In fact, love is not that important, just a choice. She can choose each other's sweet words and abandon Minghua's specific life. This is just around the corner, but the long-term "absence" makes her unable to really understand the uniqueness of love. Even shamelessly feel that as long as the "heart" remains unchanged, it doesn't matter what you do, just to seek temporary excitement.

I asked Meng Xin, what did Minghua think when he found out that you cheated me?

She swallowed a mouthful of beer, smacked her lips, spat out a sigh, and said, Cover it up, I just want to cover it up, talk nonsense about what he knows, pretend to be a girl who accidentally slipped and did the most shameless thing, or expect herself to remain unchanged in his heart. ...

She was so excited that she kept scratching her hair. She wanted to give her a hug, but she refused. Continue: If you were a man, would you forgive your partner's betrayal and deception?

I shook my head and remained silent. As a friend, my attitude may not be so important to her at this time. I tentatively asked: Did Minghua forgive you?

Meng Xin suddenly froze, as if talking to himself: Do you know? My most shameful thing is not that I don't love him or like others, but that I have been procrastinating and cheating. I should have told him the whole truth when he first found out I was chatting with other boys, instead of waiting for him to tear my ugly face layer by layer and deal with my ridiculous lies. Every time he asks me if I'm hiding anything. I kept telling him firmly that he didn't, and he believed me, but then the truth hit him in the face. I'm really shameless. Really, I never thought about his feelings. I just paved the way for myself and got out, but I never cared about his heartbreak. This is really not emotional rudeness, but also shameless personality. ...

Meng Xin, who had been sobbing before, was very calm after saying this. Say it, but she will be responsible for her mistakes in the end.

No one will forgive this brave and frank liar, what's more, Meng Xin's so-called "confession" is only a last resort. Minghua said that when their palmprints were found to be so similar, Meng Xin was regarded as God's arrangement. It turns out that love can make people so superstitious and unreasonable that they expect to take time to heal this "derailment".

Meng Xin is lucky to meet a boyfriend who values himself more than his dignity. Unfortunately, at the wrong time, there is only harm.

As Meng Xin said, Minghua can be tolerant with love, but he can't forgive the shameless person who betrayed his lover.

People who don't know how to cheat love are all losers in love.