Participating in various activities feels like a waste of time. Might as well be alone.
If you like thinking, it is uncomfortable for your brain to stop thinking. You can also watch TV and play games.
In fact, I don't hate outdoor activities at all, such as mountaineering, swimming and badminton.
See different scenery and have some fun.
Besides, loneliness is not a big deal to me, but I enjoy it. On the contrary, when someone is around and there is nothing to say, I will be embarrassed.
There is also a weak ability to act, often thinking more than doing, and expecting various results before doing things.
Although I also want to change myself and become extroverted, it is really painful.
Forcing yourself to do something against your nature really won't last long.
And don't worship others easily, and don't belittle others easily, but their self-evaluation is very low, which is simply inferiority.
It is easy to see the advantages of others and like to compare their own advantages with their own shortcomings.