I am a middle-aged man. When people reach middle age, there will be many unpleasant phenomena, such as dim eyes, poor memory, bald and white hair. Nothing is better than when I was young, and I often can't help but feel that kind of unspeakable loneliness. What is particularly embarrassing is the gradual decrease and alienation of friends and the lack of warm comfort in communication.

Among my own friends, the most unforgettable ones are always those who grew up. These friends are few in number, some live far away, and even have little chance to meet each other. Some of them are older than me, some are a few years younger than me, all of them are middle-aged or older, and everyone goes in different directions on weekdays.

The embodiment of the post-90 s middle-aged crisis, I can't eat it when I see delicious food but it tastes too heavy. I don't take selfies crazy anymore, and it's getting harder and harder to make friends. I began to pay attention to quality when I bought things. When I get together with my friends, I just go to a quiet bar and start drinking black coffee. I understand that friends around me are becoming more and more important. I just want to stay at home during the holiday, and I really want to go back to my school days. At that time, I didn't have so many troubles.

I used to think that the more friends, the better. Now I know what Wang Xiaobo said. "When I was young, I felt that everything was used. I have friends all over the world. I didn't know until I was old that family background is the most important thing. " After more parting, I realized that few friends can accompany me for a long time, and more friends can make several friends.

Whenever I chat with my old friends, I will unconsciously turn the topic to the past. This is my habit. I will unconsciously feel a warm comfort on this. I often feel a kind of happiness at this time, but also a kind of sadness. It's like an old woman suddenly seeing a movie in her heyday in a drawer or box.