half-believing
Half believe, half doubt.
Panic about the shadow of the bow in the cup-fear of the shadow
Every bush and every tree seems to be enemies-in a state of extreme panic.
apprehend danger in every sound
Very skeptical
There are all kinds of questions and speculations in my heart.
Lots of questions.
Very/very confused/at a loss/confused/at a loss
As if lost in the fog-confused/at a loss/puzzled/at a loss.
shilly-shally
After a long time of thinking, I still can't solve the problem.
feel as confused as a tangled skein―be utterly confused and disconcerted
shilly-shally
shilly-shally
shilly-shally
shilly-shally
indecision
Can't decide which way to go.