Finally, I was relieved. I called her mother: Auntie, Nannan can study abroad. Don't worry. Her mother hesitated to ask you not to follow? I said I'm not going. I have a family to take care of. I sincerely hope Nannan will be happy all his life. Unfortunately, I can't, so I will never involve her. Her mother cried on the phone and said that you are a good boy and considerate of your parents. I said I understand, and I don't blame you, really.

Poor boys should not have love. I told her to break up. I don't deserve you, but I'm not good enough. I can't bear to let you suffer with me. I have parents, grandparents, and younger brothers and sisters waiting to study. I have to work hard for at least 10 years to make my family live a good life. I love you, so I should not be with you. We were wrong from the beginning. I'm sorry, I hope you can forget me.