"If the result of the pursuit is death, religion, madness, forgetfulness, long pain, never sleeping, exile-but please believe me, I want to live, and I want to be stable, quiet and gentle."
Gentleness, a word she used many times.
One more sentence: "How I miss waking up in the middle of the night and holding you in my arms. I have begun to forget the gentle feeling in life and your face. "
You and I both have this tender feeling of missing someone and wanting to hug someone.
Today, I want to take you to enjoy the excerpt of Huang Biyun's famous words again:
1. How I miss waking up in the middle of the night and holding you in my arms. I have begun to forget the gentle feeling in life and your face.
If one day we get lost in the crowd and live a mediocre life, it's because we don't try to live a rich life.
3. Many things in life are too heavy to say. I think you understand. As I thought, I understand you.
They all say that I am a clever woman. It was not until later that I understood the meaning of cleverness and error. Only those who rely on their own intelligence and sensitivity will rush to the double corners of Horri-bull like bullfighting, and can fight for several rounds, but after all, they are not bullfighters, and will eventually get their stomachs broken. A wise man is reckless and brings his own destruction. Only fools are cautious, afraid of harming others and themselves, often afraid, fearful, and finally at ease.
5. gentleness is: tolerance and silence, no questioning, no complaining, no sadness.
6. In fact, you are not more miserable than others, but you express yourself better.
7. Life is: You expect a lotus, but what grows is a full and fragrant mango.
8. Oh, I didn't realize that I existed independently as myself until I experienced many misfortunes. My existence has nothing to do with others, even my lover.
9. I always look at my hands when I am desperate. Say to yourself: this is all I have.
I have never had any luck, but I have a pair of hands that can work and study.
No aesthetic feeling, very thin, very small, very thick.
Opening is prayer, closing is will. When listening to you, hold yourself.
Besides, I have a brain and a smile.
10. I suspect that somewhere in my heart, I have lost my memory and enthusiasm, and the snow keeps falling.
1 1. Everything is external.
12. Sometimes I think love is just a small favor. I thought I could live my life alone, but I was moved.