"The lighter the luggage, the better."

I think I'm a person with a lot of psychological pressure and a little vanity. I always guess my own image in others' eyes, always think that I have not done well enough, immersed in all kinds of unrepentant mistakes, and my heart is always in a state of tension. There are also earnest hopes revealed in parents' seemingly joking words, and the highly competitive environment, which are like mountains, weighing me down, and even looking at the sky feels gray.

This kind of psychology has bound me for a long time, until one day, I read Balzac's famous saying, "The lighter the luggage, the better."

I undoubtedly like this sentence. At the age of fifteen, I am full of self-pity, longing for the relaxation of my mind and hatred of bondage. Perhaps there are two souls in everyone's heart, a free crow and a lonely Tamura. Suffering from the pressure of study, being interwoven with hope and despair, struggling in the dull life and the inner sandstorm, and I never wanted to change before. After seeing that famous saying, I thought: In that case, why not take a spiritual trip? As Balzac said, discard unnecessary luggage and be a calm and indifferent person.

So I closed my eyes and let a certain emotion dominate ...

I saw the first dew, nourishing the cracked earth; I heard the first bird crow wake up the sleeping world; Smell the faint lotus fragrance Wan Li; Warm sunshine brings warmth ... I open my arms, embrace the blue sky, embrace the green trees, embrace the bright sunshine, and feel the true meaning of life with my whole heart. I have forgotten all the hardships and worries, and I have forgotten the frustrations and worries. I can feel that my long-cherished dream has been revived, and I am no longer curled up in the net I woven, letting the years go by. I've thrown away all my unnecessary luggage, and I'm really changed by that famous saying.

"Do what you should, and don't worry about it." I opened my eyes and looked out of the window-Xia Guang is like the sea, and its prosperity is like a flower.