Even if you have never read any of Zhang Ailing's works, you must have heard many famous sayings from her.

for example, be famous before it's too late. ? Legend

is another example: I love you, what's it to you? ? "agarwood crumbs?

If you knew me before, maybe you will forgive me now. ?

There is also the famous theory of red rose and white rose in Love in the City: Maybe every man has had two such women, at least two. Married a red rose, over time, the red one changed into a touch of mosquito blood on the wall, white or not? So bright a gleam on the foot of my bed? ; Married a white rose, the white one is a sticky rice on the clothes, but the red one is a Zhu Shazhi on the heart. ? "Red Rose and White Rose"

In addition, there is a very famous sentence written by Zhang Ailing, the original text is: Seeing him, she became very low, as low as dust. But her heart is happy, and flowers come out of the dust.

what is the shortened version of this sentence? As low as dust, flowers bloom? , which described? Love to the depths is humble? Theory, is still cited.

However, these words have never appeared in any of Zhang Ailing's works, but she personally wrote love words to a man. That? Love humble, as low as dust? The woman is none other than herself.

Zhang Ailing's love is humble. The man who lowered him to dust is named Hu Lancheng. He was also a cultural celebrity in the Republic of China. He was well-educated, brilliant, and his achievements in single literature were perhaps no less than those of the well-known masters of the Republic of China. However, this man was poor in conduct, especially in the face of national justice. He served as the second minister of the Propaganda Department of Wang Puppet Regime and was a famous traitor scholar in China's modern history.

In addition, Hu Lancheng is a complete love rat, and the degree of slag is far from that of Xu Zhimo and Yu Dafu. In Hu Lancheng's autobiography "This Life" alone, he wrote eight women who have a love relationship with him, and Zhang Ailing is just one of them who is not brilliant.

In p>1944, 24-year-old Zhang Ailing had become a well-known female writer in the literary world. At the beginning of this year, Hu Lancheng saw Zhang Ailing's new work "Blockade" in Heaven and Earth magazine and was very impressed. When he learned that the author was a young girl, he had the idea of meeting her.

under the recommendation of Su Qing, a friend of * * *, Hu Lancheng came to Changde apartment where Zhang Ailing lived alone on a spring afternoon. This is a good sight. Zhang Ailing's love and disaster come at the same time.

Hu Lancheng is 14 years older than Zhang Ailing. Before that, she has been married for three times, and there are countless cohabiting girlfriends, which is really countless. And Zhang Ailing, although she is old enough to talk about marriage, has never even been in love once.

Hu Lancheng is really a master in love. He easily captured Zhang Ailing's heart. Even though Zhang Ailing knew that he was still married. Soon after, Hu Lancheng divorced and married Zhang Ailing. At the wedding, he also wrote the most touching wedding vows for Zhang Ailing: Hu Lancheng and Zhang Ailing signed a lifelong contract and became husband and wife; May the years be quiet and the world be stable. ? Yes, that sentence touched countless people? May the years be quiet and the world be stable? , turns out to be from the hand of love rat.

For Zhang Ailing, marriage is the destination, but for Hu Lancheng, marriage is by no means the end of his promiscuity. During his marriage with Zhang Ailing, he kept changing his cohabiting girlfriends, the number of which was staggering. What is even more infuriating is that Hu Lancheng is thorough enough. He never hides his love affair with other women, and especially likes to tell details in front of Zhang Ailing to show his manly charm. All these are undoubtedly pushing the sentimental Zhang Ailing into the tormented purgatory.

But even so, Zhang Ailing still loves him and can't live without her. Later, after the victory of the Anti-Japanese War, Hu Lancheng had to remain anonymous because of his traitor status, and fled everywhere. Zhang Ailing still clung to her husband's heart, and while suffering from the pain of constantly finding a new love, she sent him living expenses regularly.

During Hu Lancheng's escape, Zhang Ailing made a special trip to look for him, only to find that the woman around him had changed from Xiao Zhou she knew to Fan Xiumei. It's only a letter's time, and it's changed. Oh, it's really fast. Zhang Ailing's heart was bleeding, but she didn't dare to express any displeasure. In order to play the role of a virtuous wife, she also praised Fan Xiumei for being young and beautiful, and painted her in front of Hu Lancheng.

At the end of the painting, Zhang Ailing couldn't draw any more after all. She suddenly cried and said to Hu Lancheng. I painted and painted, but I felt that her eyebrows and mouth were more and more like you, and I was so shocked that I couldn't draw any more after a while. ?

This meeting was a great blow to Zhang Ailing, during which she said another famous sentence? Humble love words? ：? I thought, if I have to leave you, I won't commit suicide, and I can't love others anymore, I will just fade away. ?

The next day, Zhang Ailing left. In the years that followed, she still sent money to Hu Lancheng as usual for him to squander and for him to live with different women. However, as she said, she became a withered rose and lost her luster.

In p>1947, Hu Lancheng secretly visited Shanghai once. He stayed at Zhang Ailing's place for one night, but slept in separate rooms. The next morning, Hu Lancheng came to Zhang Ailing's bed and wanted to lean over and kiss her goodbye. She flung out her hands and hugged him tightly. Tears welled up in her eyes and she choked. She only gently called out? Lan cheng? , and never say a word.

this is the last sentence and the last meeting between them.

I sent it with the letter, and there is still 3, yuan. At that time, it was undoubtedly a huge sum.

Zhang Ailing said that she didn't like Hu Lancheng, which was against her will. She just wanted to keep her last dignity when she broke up. Her love was fulfillment and letting go, as she once said. I love you, and I am willing to give up everything, including you, for your happiness. When you die, my story ends, and when I die, your story is still very long. ? This is what she really thinks.

this is Zhang ailing's love, humble to the dust, but the flower that bloomed briefly in love slowly withered with the passing of love.

Zhang Ailing later remarried to laya, a left-wing playwright who was nearly 3 years older than her in the United States, but that was life, not love. Zhang Ailing's life, only once, has contributed countless online celebrity love stories. Unfortunately, after all, love is too humble.

Perhaps only a woman who has been so humble in love can write such touching words.