Lin Huiyin is a clear person. She does not want to carry the past. She just wants to live peacefully in the present, telling everyone that she is as beautiful as ever and will never let herself go wrong beyond control.

I remember many years ago, I loved reading Xi Murong’s poems, and there is a song called “Twilight Song” that I still think of. "I like the wilderness where the dusk is still coming/At this time/all the colors have been quiet/and the darkness has not yet come/in the lush green on the hill/there is still the last touch of passion/I also like the dusk is still coming My life/at this time/all the stories have taken shape/but the ending has not yet come/I look back with a smile/looking for my once hesitant and miserable heart.”

The end is not yet over. At that time, I couldn't help but fall in love with this word, as if everything in my life had faded away, and everything was not over yet. Looking back, how much of the scenery we passed along the way do we still remember? How many of the people who once accompanied you on this journey are still around? Sometimes I feel that life is really ironic. You have worked so hard to live your life, but in the end, how many people can patiently listen to you tell those long stories? The person you loved deeply was later hurt by you.

Lin Huiyin turned around and was at the end of the world, abandoning her first love and the man she deeply loved in a foreign country. Her leaving without saying goodbye made Xu Zhimo feel melancholy and unable to wake up in the mist and rain of London. But he didn't even have the courage to blame her, because Xu Zhimo knew the reason why Lin Huiyin left him. All he can do is to end all the current entanglements and make himself an innocent person. Xu Zhimo believes that only those who are innocent are worthy of Lin Huiyin, who is as elegant as a lotus. He ignored the woman who sometimes seemed tender and kind, and her heart became even more indifferent.

In October 1921, Lin Changmin's time for overseas inspections expired, and Lin Huiyin resolutely followed his father back to China on the seagoing ship "Pologa". After returning to China, Lin Huiyin continued her studies at Peihua Girls' Middle School. She still looked so pure and beautiful, no one knew that she was actually wounded and escaped. Lin Huiyin didn't choose to leave rashly, it wasn't that she didn't love Xu Zhimo enough, it was just that she understood that there was no perfect outcome between her and Xu Zhimo. She didn't want to see greater brokenness, so she turned around at the most beautiful moment and let both of them remember this short but sweet beauty.

Just treat it as a dream. After waking up from the dream, all the kindness is gone. Lin Huiyin is a person who is unwilling to mourn the past. Since she chose to leave quietly, she has never thought about looking back. Although she left Xu Zhimo and returned to China, she had enough time to consider her marriage when she was studying at Peihua Girls' Middle School. Xu Zhimo has even been placed in the most important position in life many times and compared with other men. In terms of talent and emotion, Xu Zhimo is undoubtedly better than Liang Sicheng.

But after all, Lin Huiyin was born in a family of officials and a famous lady in the capital. This new-era woman who has studied abroad actually still maintains traditional ideas in her bones. How could she marry Xu Zhimo, a married man? Even if Xu Zhimo divorced her and abandoned Zhang Youyi, he was as proud as Lin Huiyin and would not accept such a result. She can bear it, no matter how much she loves, she can bear it. This is Lin Huiyin, who will always give people a clean white color. Or maybe she was originally a weak woman and didn't have the courage to pay more for love. What she wanted was stability and innocence throughout her life.

Compared to Lu Xiaoman, is Lin Huiyin too sober or too cowardly? Or maybe, as she said, her love for Xu Zhimo is not enough? Lu Xiaoman resolutely left her husband Wang Geng for Xu Zhimo. She dared to withstand many pressures from the world and wanted to be with him even if a thousand arrows pierced her heart. But Lin Huiyin clearly loved her deeply, but he pretended to be careless and refused to mention it to anyone.

She even said calmly: "What Xu Zhimo loved at that time was not the real me, but the Lin Huiyin he imagined with the romantic emotions of a poet, but I was actually not that person in his mind..."< /p>