After so many years away from home, it is still quite difficult to control the feeling and pain of this moment that tomorrow is the end of the world. Fortunately, it only lasts for such a short moment, otherwise most people in this world would not What the situation is, really only God knows. Things in the world are meaningless if you really want to see them thoroughly. Being able to cry is always a good thing. ——San Mao's "Tender Night"
I once said that my life is not happy every day, and sometimes I am very unhappy because of the pressure. Many times, my unhappiness is not due to loneliness, but to too many "last resorts" that I cannot break through, and too many interests and pursuits that I have to give up because of insufficient time. In fact, I'm quite content with a quiet life of a good book, a long night, and a cup of hot tea. Sanmao? Heart-to-heart talk?
We are a free world, and we are so free that we rot slowly, rotting in the chase of sensual dogs and horses, and dying in the color bubble of flashy life and feeling complacent. This is your understanding and enjoyment of freedom, isn’t it? --?Send you a horse?
Now I still love books, but I also know how to love my ordinary life. It took many years of books to turn into the understanding and tranquility I have today. ——San Mao "Playing Skip to Study"
I walk as much as possible when I am not in a hurry, which keeps me grounded. I don't have delusions, I force my heart to be pure and clear. I avoid unnecessary social interactions, which make commitment disappear. I am careful to care for others so that my emotions do not overflow. I never overly warm to people, which keeps me in control. I rarely ask for help, which frees me. I read books, which helps me live a few more lives. —— Sanmao's "Random Thoughts"
I love life, I love it very much. But some little things in life make me happy, and my belief in living becomes even more fervent. Even though it is an ordinary day, living is still wonderful. of. This ability comes from the extension of that small branch of grass. Paying back this debt continuously is the joy of survival. - Sanmao? The rainy season will never come again?
Happiness is a process of waiting. The so-called "surprise" that comes suddenly actually makes people feel at a loss what to do. General happiness can often be expressed in words. Really profound happiness cannot be realized by others. Both happiness and sadness are lonely. Happiness is a ghost thing that cannot be heard of. If you don't believe it, ask yourself three times - am I happy? ——Sanmao's "Random Thoughts"
I also begged myself softly - no more pain, no more pain, is there no end to the pain? Tomorrow is something that cannot be escaped, and I have no way out. I can't answer the question in your eyes. I only know that my stomach hurts, so I covered my stomach and didn't say a word, because the pain was real. San Mao's "Tomorrow and the End of the World"
Please believe in God's will. Nothing that happens in this world is accidental. One day there will be an explanation for everything. ——San Mao's "Return"
The reason why people are sad is because we cannot keep the years, let alone admit that youth will one day disappear so naturally. The value of human beings lies in the fact that we make progress in life due to changes in time and environment. The passage of time is of course helpless, but the gradual transformation of people cannot escape the power of time.
——"When Sanmao was still Ermao"