1. The hourglass remembers the time we forgot. The hourglass remembers the time we lost.
I often lose more than youth and love. -wake up.
I met her again, on this calm and cool midsummer night. We have seen too many faces in those stormy nights or ordinary nights. This time, she smiled at me in a pool of blood among the crimson roses. At this time, the heavy snow fell behind her. Snow is the softest goose feather, which soon covers her smiling eyebrows, her thin face and her shriveled body, as if to make her disappear. Disappear. Yes, disappear. I know that her life, their life, has long since disappeared from this world. Only I am still alive. Sleep every night and wake up every day. Whether you are happy or not, you should live tirelessly day after day. I'm sleepy. Let me go back to sleep. -I've been sleeping.
I am a sick child, in the spring of the world.
I looked up at the clock with trembling hands on the doorframe, and my tears flowed uncontrollably because of the pain. But I'm not sad. Really, please believe that there was no injustice or pain in my heart at that moment.
My secret is a small particle hidden in my heart, and no one knows it. So the panic in my heart can only be understood by myself. When I tried to get back to normal, that panic turned into a sharp knife and stabbed a series of scars in my already overwhelmed heart.
7. Are our hearts like these little pebbles? Only by constantly tightening ourselves through narrow gaps can we get support and stop being lonely.
8. The moonlight was still bleak that night. I knelt on the rose floor in the attic and stood still for a long time. Eyes are firm, body and mind are sore.
9. Maybe in the first 10 year after her death, I got an antidote, or a spell? But who knows? We've only known each other for a week. Just like those who have known each other for many years, after many years, they are just sad.
10. I will eventually leave and fly to the blue sky like a kite.
1 1. What a long memory. Compared with the shameful reality, it is precious.
12. How happy I am if I can give you love and touch.
13. You can put the photo of your lover on the outside, which is proud and bright love; What is deeply hidden in that photo is the painful and humble love.
14. The whole world has abandoned us, and we are doomed to be lonely. How can we have true love and affection? Right? Is that so?
15. The hourglass is inverted and repeated. Many things in life are experienced by the hourglass again and again.
16 years old. 17, the tail of youth is short and gray, like the last note of a piano piece. No matter how high the tone is, the ending is to disappear or leave.
17. Life is a tragedy, or just to fight against the nothingness of life itself.
18. Every woman is a double-edged sword, and the most lovely side is also the most terrible side.
19. In the constant sunshine, I miss you constantly.
20. 99 seconds of comfort all night.
2 1. "What is fate, Misa?" She thought for a moment and answered me, "Fate is thinking that you have come a long way, but you are still there." "Besides, the place is full of people, and they are all laughing at your stupidity." I quickly answered her words, then sat up slowly, looked up at my infusion bottle, and slowly saw my pale and cold hands along the transparent thin tube. At that moment, I have made a decision, how painful it is to live. I reached out my other hand and quickly pulled out my infusion tube. Then I covered Misa's mouth to stop her screaming. We all clearly see that the snow on the back of my hand is like a tiny fountain, splashing out and landing on the white quilt. I'm not scared at all. I heard myself whisper to Misa in a pleading tone, "Don't talk, Misa. Please don't let them in. " After that, I raised my bloody hand, shook it at her and said, "Don't save me, I'm hopeless." Then I passed out again.
22. You can't be with me when I need you most.
23. I took out the hourglass sent by Misa from my backpack. Untie the velvet tie, the sand drops, drops, like a string of invisible tears, which can't stop flowing.
24. Xin, a man named Xin. He turned his mother into a cold-blooded devil. He mistook an ordinary woman for a heroine that everyone admired. He gave her poison, and he made her suffer from illness and mental torture day and night. What a great man he is. Great enough to control everything and ignore life and death. I closed my eyes in despair-is this your gift to my new life? Mom. If so, I will tell you what a humiliating gift it is, enough to push me off the steepest cliff. From then on, I was smashed to pieces, buried in hell, and never woke up like you.
25. Please forgive me. After entering adolescence, my thoughts have been confused. Sometimes walking on the road or sitting in the classroom, I suddenly forget my name briefly. This is really a worrying thing, isn't it? I was a little scared and asked Mo if he was sick when he woke up. She blamed me sourly, saying that the only person I remember is Lu Li, so I will forget myself shamefully.
26. But I will always remember that night-17 The darkest and most helpless night, she found me and gave me a hug. She saved me. An indelible gratitude in this life.
27. Please be brave. Although the person who gave me this sentence has long since disappeared, I still have to follow its guidance. I have no choice but to accept it. Whether I am 17 years old or 70 years old. Even though my life is a game that has long been cursed and guided.
He didn't see the expression that his sister couldn't shed a tear behind him. It suddenly occurred to me that when I was a child-I didn't even know what medicine could treat trauma, the night he was beaten, I sneaked into his room in the middle of the night and sprayed Yunnan Baiyao on his bare wound. He was shivering with pain in the dark, and he kept telling me with tears that his brother was not hurt. Brother doesn't hurt. We are brothers and sisters born from the same root. Blood is thicker than water, and it is no match for a ruthless kiss. I don't know why he did it. Perhaps, the reason is really as boring as he said. We are two poor boring children, so that's why I am like this, so that's why he is like this. However, how can we learn to forgive?
Many nights, I can hear fine sand falling from the sky and falling on my forehead. It is so cold that I am discouraged and admit that it is not gentle, unlovable, unhappy and intolerant. This is the true appearance of a 17-year-old child who will not wake up.
30. I saw Mi Li squatting on the ground with his head in his arms. At first I didn't understand what game he wanted to play, but I soon found that he was crying. He saw it, sobbed in a low voice, and finally turned into crying. He cried so sad, so sad, as if he had been greatly wronged. I suddenly broke a hole in my heart, and it is getting bigger and bigger and I can't clean it. In the cry of Mi Li, Jiang Lan sternly reprimanded: "Nothing." Then she ran to the living room, put on her shoes and left my house. I tried to reach for Ramilli, but my hand froze in the air. Oh, Miley, my own brother, what shall we do?
3 1. I saw the cold moonlight outside the attic shining on the wall of the attic through the window lattice. The walls are cold and dark white. I hugged tightly, woke up, and secretly vowed to make her better. This life, let her live in the bright sunshine forever. Sure! Must!
In the endless wilderness of time, there is only one person worth waiting for.
Please be brave, my dear child. Yes, I think I know what you mean. After thinking for 13 years, I think I finally understand. I tried to wipe away my tears and stood in front of the mirror and said to myself, "You can do it!" " "Misa, you can wake up! You can save yourself!
34. A redemption many years ago. Is it enough to pay for the pain you witnessed after many years with your whole life?
35. I am strong and live in the mud that no one pays attention to. Great loneliness, great glory.
I always hide my mother's eyes and ears. Only sour bubbles will burst in my heart in the quiet night.
37. Life is so fucking boring, it's nothing.
38. If you don't love me, get out! If one day I die, you will forget everything in my world, leaving no room. It's that simple!