When I was in school, I was not very talented and my academic performance was not outstanding, but I still dreamed of becoming a teacher. I believe that hard work can make up for failure. I grew up singing "I Will Become You When I Grow Up". For the first time, my dream came true. I taught junior high school for a short period of time just after graduation. Ten years ago, I, who had been on the podium in a rural high school for 12 years, landed in a county-level primary school. Since September 1, 2018, I have been teaching at Puhe Primary School in Puhe Township, Xushui District. I have been working silently on the Sanchi Forum for more than 20 years. I have never forgotten my original intention. In order to improve the professional development of teachers, I strive to live out myself and pursue to be an ordinary teacher who is the backbone of China and continue to empower me.

I have always taken spiritual growth scriptures from "Journey to the West" to empower me to overcome my inferiority complex

Because I was born stupid, my life from birth, schooling, working, and starting a family has been full of twists and turns. I don’t care about love despite setbacks. Because I was born in a rural area, my conditions were not good and my studies were not outstanding. The shadow of low self-esteem shrouded me for the first half of my life. In order to break the shackles of low self-esteem, I took the psychological counselor certificate in 2013 and kept reading psychology books.

On March 28, 2021, I was fortunate enough to participate in the offline learning activity of the spiritual growth workshop based on "Journey to the West" organized by teacher Sun Chunfeng of the Teacher Development Center. The most important part of the workshop is "Drawing Your Own Spiritual Growth Path" within 15 minutes. I thought for a long time before drawing a winding path of spiritual growth. I was recommended by the same group to be displayed and shared in the front:

In 1995, on the eve of the college entrance examination, a car accident caused an injury to my left knee. The leg injury did not get better during the college entrance examination for physical education. My left leg was covered with bandages, so I secretly went to Shijiazhuang to take the sports professional test without telling my family, but luckily I was admitted to the junior college. During those years when I started teaching in high school after graduation, the principal knew that I had been a sports student, and his contemptuous eyes were like a beam of cold light. I struggled in the shadow of low self-esteem, was suppressed at work, and could not talk about professional growth.

Everyone has to go through difficulties when growing up. Subdue some inner demons and ghosts and defeat your inner self. Only those who truly practice in life and pay attention to their own heart and can truly subdue themselves are called real heroes.

After the sharing, Teacher Sun asked everyone to shout three times on the spot: "Wang Yanan is the best, Yanan, so amazing..." At that moment, the inferiority monsters that had suppressed me for many years were finally lifted up. The golden hoop that stirred up my soul was beaten to death, and my heart became clear and bright.

2. Reading and writing empower spiritual growth

The weakness of teaching is ultimately the weakness of reading!

Due to the influence of inferiority complex, I have never had the confidence and courage to challenge open classes. There is poetry and calligraphy in the abdomen. My principal, Yan, said that reading is an essential training. Excellent teachers are born through reading. Reading is like an adventure. The busier you are, the more you need to read.

When you don't have the strength to fly high, calm down and quietly build a "cocoon" for yourself, and hone your skills little by little in the "cocoon". The book has light and is the most beautiful to read. Each one is like a noble and loyal friend. Every book is a gap that lets light in.

Reading has opened my eyes: the process of enlightenment, removal of blindness, destruction of confusion, understanding of mind, seeing one’s nature, and ultimately becoming the best version of myself.

In the Spring Festival of 2021, I plan to start reading a system from teacher Yan Xue and take a good look at the books about Yan Xue in my hand, such as "Reading Suggestions for Teachers", "My Negative Chinese", "Primary School Chinese" Text Interpretation" etc.

Last year, I paid special attention to the special children in the volunteer teaching class and recorded their growth and progress in a timely manner. Five educational essays I wrote including "Teacher, Hug" and "Honor and the Choice of Good People" were published in the 2020 Moral Education Edition of "Hebei Education". The teacher's ethics essay I wrote "Stick to Supporting Education and Plant Peach and Plum Plants in the Spring Breeze" won the first prize in Xushui District, the third prize in Baoding City, and the Hebei Province Excellence Award. Over the past 20 years, I have always regarded writing articles as a hobby, a kind of practice, and a kind of happiness.

Three dives into Shenxinwang, empowering the pursuit of a happy and complete educational life

Fortunately, during the Spring Festival of 2021, I, eager to grow, successfully sneaked into Xinwang This vast sea area.

Join thousands of teachers across the country, Ma Zengxin and Fang Jiaoyan, who truly love learning, truly love education, and truly love life. They have achieved a high degree of professional identity, achieved complete professional development, and have happy educational practices. , Teacher Wang Xiaolong and other Xinwang teacher partners have embarked on a path of growth with "professional reading, professional writing and professional communication" as the core.

This semester I took "Teacher's Reading Map" taught by Wang Xiaolong and "Three Realms of Building an Ideal Classroom" taught by Sun Jing. After school started, there were a lot of things. Although I was very tired every day, I still Work very hard to complete the preview homework. Every time when I feel difficult, I follow the official account of Xinwangshi and draw strength from the touching words of Dean Hao Xiaodong and outstanding students.

Teacher Xu Weiguo from the New Education Training Center once wrote in an article: "New education people never look forward to a future given by others, but give themselves a future. Every true New Education person Everyone is an engine, not a light bulb.

It is an engine, that is, a person becomes an energy source, can radiate and spread energy, and always maintain an enterprising spirit when there is no encouragement, no recognition, no help, no understanding, no tolerance, no retreat, only pressure. Full of upward positive energy, he can also unite and drive other members of the team to grow together. It is a light bulb, that is, a person needs someone else to provide him with power and energy before he can shine and generate heat. The real new educator must be endogenously driven, an engine, not a light bulb. ”

Yes, I will work hard to be an engine, an energy source, and continue to spread positive energy to radiate more people.

Exercise in the four open classes to empower teachers’ professional growth< /p>

In the past, I always complained that I didn’t have enough talent and didn’t meet a good mentor, so my professional development was so slow. Teacher Sun Mingxia’s article "Strive to Become Your Own Mentor" illuminated it like a beam of light. My Heart:

“When you meet a good mentor, you should seize the opportunity to learn and use the power of others to grow as quickly as possible. Even if you haven't met a good mentor, you can't stop growing because of it. You can definitely work hard to become your own mentor. Everyone has unlimited potential. There is no need to envy others, let alone depend on others for your growth. You must know that the seeds sown in your heart can only be watered and cared for by yourself. ”

Chinese is magical. Sometimes it makes people frown and toss and turn. Chinese is wonderful. Sometimes it makes people suddenly enlightened and amazed. I can’t wait for others to pull me. Eight hours away, I I listened to a lot of online classes and subscribed to the "Primary School Chinese Teaching Newsletter" and "Primary School Chinese Teaching" at my own expense and actively explored classroom teaching. This semester, I carefully completed every preview assignment assigned by the new online teacher "Three Realms of Building an Ideal Classroom" Sun Jing. Play back the lecture video repeatedly. Improve my teaching skills.

Last semester, I had the courage to challenge the elementary school mental health education class and the elementary school ideological and moral character class that I had never tried before. Talking about revision is like turning a chrysalis into a butterfly. It has to go through a struggle like tearing out a cocoon before it can complete the birth of life and have the ability to fly gracefully. Through constant tempering, the charm of teaching mental health in my first primary school is poetic. The educational lesson "Accept Yourself and Live the Wonderful Life" won the second prize in Baoding City; I won the second prize in Xushui District in the primary school ideological education class competition, and I also won the award for the first grade and one excellent course. I am an outstanding volunteer teacher in the district and an outstanding lecturer in the primary school Chinese teacher studio.

After the summer vacation, my three years of teaching have come to a successful conclusion. When I return to my alma mater, I will work harder to practice the three realms of Chinese classroom teaching:

The first level is: implementing effective teaching framework

The second level is: exploring the inner charm of knowledge

The third level is: knowledge and life. , and the resonance of life.

Where the heart is, there is wisdom. I want to carefully design and polish every Chinese lesson, just like what Cheng Shangrong wrote in his practical works, to pursue excellence. Classroom for the soul. I will wait for each child to grow like appreciating and waiting for each bud to bloom.

I will always maintain the enthusiasm for learning, continue to improve, and strive to improve my professional development level. Self, strive to be a "backbone ordinary teacher" and empower.

Only by never forgetting your original intention can you achieve success!