"Being with me for a long time, I'd rather be me." This means that I have many bad habits. I struggle with them and want to beat them and become a better or brand-new self. I used to envy everything that others looked perfect, but no matter how good others were, I would rather be this incomplete self, because I am me, not the same fireworks.

"Being with me for a long time, I'd rather be me." From Shi Shuo Xin Yu Frequency Creation. The original text is as follows:

Huan Gong is as famous as Yin Hou, and they often compete with each other. Huan asked Yin, "Are you as good as me?" Yin Yun: "After dealing with me for a long time, I'd rather be me!" "

Translation:

Huan Wen was as famous as Yin Hao when he was young, so there was always competition. Huan Wen asked Yin Hao, "Who is better than me?" Yin Hao replied: "I have been dealing with myself for a long time. I would rather be myself!"