Well, your question is actually very confusing. I don't know what your last question is. You asked if you wanted to watch anime, and you said that anime makes your blood boil and makes you full of energy. Can't you learn without watching anime? You said you can only watch animation, so you can watch it. What about high school? No matter how old you are, you want to pursue it, as long as you have that heart. You can take your life as an animation and turn yourself into the protagonist. . . Um ... So what's your dream? When you can't study, you should think about your dreams. Where did you get the dream of not reading? One more thing, you said you were not confident and felt stupid. If you think you are stupid, you are stupid. You have to test your IQ, but you are not stupid. Be confident and think positive things. As for learning, learn as much as you can, just try your best. . In short, if there is any way for you to learn and make your blood boil, don't worry about the rest.

After all, animation is illusory. If you are immersed in it, it will not work. You are possessed. You must control yourself. You can only control yourself. No one else can control you. You must think about a question, which is more important, two-dimensional or three-dimensional, and which is virtual? You can like it and love it, but you must not lose yourself.