Do you think this makes sense? If you do this, it means that if someone kicks you, you will take one step; if someone doesn't kick you, you will still stay where you are! Since you can realize that you are wasting your time and wasting time, why not start from now? Talking empty words, making excuses, and asking others to give you encouragement are all useless. No one can help you what to do on your own! If you want to be like this in the future and have no one to support you when you get old, then go ahead!
It’s a bit harsh, but it’s very real! Never mind!