? -The Moon and Sixpence by Mao Mu.

During the winter vacation, I roughly read The Moon and Sixpence, one of Mao Mu's representative works. Strickland, the hero, abandoned superior material conditions and a happy family and came to Paris alone, living an extremely embarrassing life, but always chasing the painter's dream ... To tell the truth, in reality, every middle-aged man has to face a small life and various pressures at work, trying to break through the bottleneck and review his life more. At this moment, meeting someone, breaking your thinking, changing your habits and achieving your future, we call it: a noble person; At this moment, I met a group of people who ignited your passion, awakened your self-esteem and supported all of you. We call it a team.

Fortunately, today I can still enjoy the encouragement and guidance of three teams. Encouraged by three spirits, I have entered the age of no doubt. I understand the value of time, the importance of knowledge, the strength of the team and my future life ... Looking back on the three-year professional learning process, I have struggled and gained, but I also blame myself and regret it a little. ...

Reading lays a solid foundation.

Derek Burke, former president of Harvard University, said: "If you think the cost of education is too high, try the price of ignorance"; Some people say that your temperament hides the books you have read, the roads you have traveled and the people you have seen. It can be said that reading and learning should be a lifelong weapon for a person to grow up and not be defeated by years. As a teacher, I know that knowledge iteration is fast and technology update is fierce. In order to satisfy students' thirst for knowledge and curiosity, I forced myself to read and study ... At first, I just read some newspapers and magazines related to teaching, such as primary school Chinese teachers, primary school Chinese and primary school Chinese newspapers. ...

These let me know the most cutting-edge trend of Chinese teaching reform in primary schools, so I can have a definite aim in teaching. But I feel that I have no patience, no specific methods, simple understanding of the text, superficial communication with students, and rude education of children ... I think the fundamental way to solve these thorny problems needs to find answers from books. 20 17, 1 1, I was fortunate to join the webmaster and started my own deep learning journey. I have read Wei Zhiyuan's Teachers Reading Pictures, Hao Xiaodong's Twelve Key Words of Education and Guo Dongyang's A Career Path for Chinese Teachers ... 20 18 June. Things in the Ming Dynasty, the ordinary world ... I use my spare time to recharge ... During this period, I will pay attention to the excellent official WeChat account, every briefing of the three people, every inspirational story of the trio, and excellent TV programs such as Focus Interview, Host Contest and Chinese Poetry Conference recommended by Director Chen ... Gradually, I found myself. Because there are several books standing behind me, which deeply inspire me, maybe reading can't provide a concrete solution to the current difficulties, but it can provide an understanding. On the basis of high understanding, a skillful educational practice can happen.

Classroom promotes progress.

Reading is useful, but no famous teacher has strong professional ability by sitting in the study and reading extensively. "I think it's an armchair strategist. I don't know if it should be done." Education needs more practice. I still remember 2065438+April 9, 2009, when I was ready to go public to observe the class. I thought I should be comfortable after countless times, but the fact is far from as simple as I thought. President Yang polished it repeatedly for me, and tian teacher, a county researcher, visited the site for guidance many times. However, after listening, they can point out countless inappropriate teaching designs.

In order to relieve my pressure, the director and President Yang repeatedly persuaded me that as long as I persisted, every observation class would be awarded a prize. I know I represent Yangxin, a team of Chinese teachers in primary schools. In the pain of setbacks and anxiety, I survived again and again. Once again, if I change a group of students, I will seriously consider and ponder the opinions of everyone in the class, and strive to make my teaching design based on the development of students and conform to the characteristics of Chinese subjects. In this way, 13 times was tried in one class. The trial lecture over and over again is by no means repetition, but the "nirvana" of teaching. In the end, I was recognized by everyone on the stage of the Chinese seminar for primary schools in the city. It is impossible for teaching to stage quality classes every day. On weekdays, I prefer to study and grow up with my children. Since the first semester, I have read more than 60 picture book stories with my children while teaching Chinese Pinyin for the first grade. I have recited more than 30 classic children's songs ... There are some simple sermons in teaching, so that students can immerse themselves in stories and enjoy the growth of life in reading! I think: "The best classroom must first be a teacher's careful preparation of lessons, so that students can learn as a whole, break students' existing understanding, let learning happen, let research happen, and let knowledge emerge in the process ..." It is my eternal pursuit on the road of education to do eternal things with my initial heart. ...

Writing encourages thinking.

Thanks to the three platforms, I have developed the habit of recording every day and become the habitat of educators' hearts. Classroom reflection, educational narrative, parents' shortcomings … all entered my writing field of vision. QQ platform, educational blog and software all left my footprints. I can't say how perfect each work is, but I promise that every day is full. Writing every night has become a way for me to record my life. Because of this, I gradually found that my educational stories were richer, my educational vision was sharper, my educational thoughts were firmer, and my educational pattern was broader. ...

? Teacher Dong Qing made such a comment at the perfect ending of The Host Contest: "The words' I am the host' can't be made clear in two or three minutes! This is a belief that people who have chosen this profession should practice for a lifetime! " As a teacher, I will also use my life to practice my educational beliefs-always remain humble, meet the sage Si Qi, and always do things with my heart. ...