I think you should be a male friend. Now that you are 28 years old, you still feel immature like a child. In fact, at this age, if you haven't made any good career or good work unit, you will feel very distressed and blind. This is mainly because you have no plan for your life. You have not seriously thought about yourself, what you want to do, how to do it, and how to make your life better. People say that if you stand at the age of 30 and don't do something before the age of 30, others will look down on you. In fact, at your age, you should give yourself more confidence, find a correct goal, work hard for this goal, constantly enrich yourself, pave the way for future development, stop playing so much and concentrate on your own development. After all, you are not young, you can't always rely on your family, you have to plan for yourself. The minimum requirement is to solve your own food and clothing, and then work hard on this basis. Maybe you don't have to bear anything if you have money at home. Anyway, in the future life, you have to rely on yourself in the end. Don't think so hard about yourself, give yourself confidence, don't be afraid of any difficulties, face it bravely and never admit defeat. You said you were a girl, so you shouldn't get married. Love to play like this should be changed. After all, you are not young, you must be mature and steady, and your way of thinking cannot be the same as before.