Desire - a free tomorrow
On a certain day of a certain year, in a certain delivery ward of a certain hospital, a baby with white and tender skin was born. She - Hyacinth - the apple of her parents' eye.
Hyacinth was born into a scholarly family, her parents were professors, and she received a strict education since she was a child. Therefore, Nobuko could recite poetry at the age of 4, calligraphy at the age of 5, and passed the Grade 8 piano exam at the age of 6. She is the pride of her parents.
一
"The grass grows in the original land, and the grass grows with each year." The 4-year-old Hyacinth is reading "Children's Poetry" while shaking his head. There was also a chopping board-like book of "Three Hundred Tang Poems" in front of her - this was the "toy" that accompanied Nobuko through her childhood.
Two
"Study hard and make progress every day"
This is the first motto of Nobuko's life. She wrote it carefully on the rice paper one stroke at a time. writes. There are various large and small writing brushes in front of her - this is the "stationery" that 5-year-old Hyacinth has learned to use before she even learned to use chopsticks.
三
On his 6th birthday, his parents gave him a new piano as a gift. The other children were extremely envious, but the owner of the piano was hiding in the corner, silent and seemed to be thinking about something. However, with the "help and cooperation" of this new piano, Nobuko successfully passed the Grade 8 piano exam!
Four
At the age of 6 and a half, Nobuko was sent to school. From this moment on, her life only consisted of reading, practicing piano, and calligraphy...
"Nobuko, have you finished your homework?"
"Yes, it's done." < /p>
"Nobuko, have you practiced the piano?"
"Getting ready-"
......
This is Nobuko communicating with his parents the only way.
五
As Nobuko grows up, she never contradicts her parents. Her parents think this is filial piety, and they are happy for it; Nobuko doesn’t like to laugh or cry, and her parents think this is He is strong, and he is happy about it; Nobuko never talks about his worries with his parents. His parents think it is introversion and do not worry about it...
Sixth year
A certain year On a certain day of a certain month, a female body was lying in front of a certain building. The female corpse held a note in her hand: "The string broke, it broke, because I played a note that was beyond my ability -" This is Hyacinth - a girl who has just been admitted to a key university with the second best score in the city. .
Seven
Afterwards, the parents looked through Nobuko's belongings and found a diary under the drawer - this was Nobuko's "object of confiding" during his lifetime.
The title page of the diary reads: "I long for
I long for——
A free tomorrow!"
Parents' hearts are like this The knife is twisted, and the tears are like water with no embankment, constantly overflowing.
They knew, they knew clearly, that they were the ones who ruined Nobuko's dream!
Hyacinth could not realize her dream of "tomorrow". She came in a hurry and left in a hurry, leaving only a string of heavy thoughts...