No. Don't do stupid things. Your husband must be a chauvinist. He feels you have brought shame upon him. Now, the first way for you to want your husband to forgive you is. Let him let it out. Your husband feels that you and your lover have ruined his family. Bringing him deep shame. And your lover has lost nothing. At this time, you have to take sides, and it’s okay to call your mother-in-law. It’s still you and your husband. Go to your lover's house and make a scene. Make them restless. Do you want to know within the law? In this way, your husband will have a lot of psychological balance, and you can help him regain his dignity. If you still want to be with him. Remember not to be soft on your lover. The men out there are just trying to trick you into sleeping with you. The only person who really lives with you is your husband. You have to think clearly about this, do you know? Let him completely feel that there is no lover in your heart at all. As time goes by, you will slowly let go.