No one's life path is straight, and there is no fork in the road. Some forks in the road, such as political fork in the road, career fork in the road, personal life fork in the road, you take a wrong step, can affect a life, can also affect a lifetime.
Qing Liu
1, "What do you want to buy, such as alcohol and tobacco? You come, I'll try my best to find a way for you. I don't need other abilities to do these specific things. Alas, it is really difficult for rural people to buy things now! " Conan said to him.
Although Zhang Kenan's words are sincere, Gao Jialin is very sensitive to these words because of his own position. He felt that Zhang Kenan was bragging about his superiority. His self-esteem is so strong that his spirit is immediately in a state of contempt for everything. He said a little rudely, "I'll try other ways to buy it, and I won't bother my old classmates!" "
2. After Gao Jialin returned to the village, at first, whenever he heard Huang Yaping's crisp and melodious Putonghua broadcast, he always felt very depressed, as if he had lost something valuable and had no hope of getting it back. Later, all this faded away. Just don't know when, he vaguely heard another village classmate say that Huang Yaping may be in love with Zhang Kenan, and he was inexplicably uncomfortable again. Later, he quickly pushed all this further and didn't even think about them for a long time. ......
Qiao Ling blushed to her ears. Although she is not yet twenty years old, she is as tall as Qiaozhen. She is as beautiful as her second sister, but more elegant than Qiaozhen. Qiaoling had already seen that Second Sister was in love with Garin-now she knew that she was really with Garin. She also likes and respects Garin, so she is very happy to find such an object for Second Sister. She also knows that bleach was thrown into the well last night. So she tried to explain the role of bleaching powder to everyone with the chemical principles she learned at school.
Before she finished, someone rudely interrupted her: "Hum! How beautiful! Go down and have a drink first! Bite Beijing dialect like the second brother-in-law! Wear a pair of pants! "
Everyone burst into laughter.
Qiaoling turned with tears and ran away in shame-ignorance quickly defeated science.
He walked in the street with dim lights, and could not help but sigh: the changes of life are really like spring, summer, autumn and winter, one cold and one summer, far from each other! Three years ago, on such a night, he either studied in a bright and warm classroom or walked to school with his classmates in the crowd after the movie theater was over. Or, wearing bright red sportswear, running smartly on the lighted basketball court of the county gymnasium, taking part in basketball games and listening to endless cheers. ......
Now, he is pulling a dung bucket, hiding from the east and the west, sneaking around like a Nightcrawler.
He pulled the cart and turned to the road leading to the street, and his nose was sour again and again. The lights in the city gradually become sparse, and most buildings are hidden in the dark. Only the lights of the hydrological station across the river are still on, casting a long orange light on the water. With the sparkling waves, it burns like a flame in the water.
Gao Jialin's heart is burning with flames. He pulled the dung cart to the side of the road and looked at the quiet city with tears in his eyes. He said to himself, "I have to come here! I am educated and knowledgeable. How can I be worse than the young people who live here? Why should I be so embarrassed? "
6. When he got on the highway, he turned around and saw Qiaozhen still standing in the bend of the river watching him. Tears suddenly blurred Gao Jialin's eyes.
He stood for a long time, looking at the lovely posture of Qiao Zhen Poplar and the jagged cottages in Gaojia Village. Watching Malaysia covered with green rivers; I suddenly have a feeling of infinite attachment. Although he is eager to leave here and live in a wider world, he still feels deeply in love with the hometown where he was born and raised!
He wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes with his fingers and resolutely turned and walked to the county seat.
7. Unfortunately, in our real life today, there are still people like Malik Zhan Sheng and Gao Minglou. For the sake of personal interests, they sometimes give these people who are wandering at the crossroads of life a blow without scruple, making them more pessimistic about life; Sometimes, for personal purposes, they will suddenly push these people into the downwind boat of life. Things turned around in a blink of an eye, which made these people feel a little confused while they were happy.
Gao Jialin is very happy now. He realizes that he is no longer a passer-by when he enters the county. He has become a member of the county seat. Of course, once he is in such a situation, he will not be satisfied with staying here all his life. But at present, he can occupy a position in this city, and he is completely satisfied.
8. He was sitting or lying in several places where he often went, and couldn't help but burst into tears. Everything you have experienced in your youth will remain in a person's memory affectionately at any time, and it will make you feel sour when you think about it!
9, for a person, also want to look forward. Life is always like this, and people cannot be satisfied everywhere. But we still have to live a passionate life. People live all their lives, and there are many things worth loving. Don't be discouraged because you are not satisfied with one aspect.
10, "it's over! It's over! It's all over ... "She cried in her mind, not knowing what to do.
She didn't expect life to change as fast as lightning; As soon as she started to be happy, she immediately fell into pain!
She tugged at her hair and rolled on the bed. She can't stand the pain caused by such a blow.
Where is the focus of her pain?
It goes without saying that she sincerely loves Gao Jialin, but she also sincerely doesn't want Gao Jialin to become a farmer! She is suffering because of this contradiction!
If she has a firm choice, it won't be so miserable: if she doesn't love Gao Jialin, Gao Jialin has nothing to do with her even if she goes to hell; If she longs for love, then Gao Jialin will go to hell and she will follow!
Contradictions cannot be unified. Two aspects are very important to her: she loves Gao Jialin, but she is afraid that he will become a farmer!
Life is always cruel to people like her. If she doesn't establish and strengthen her life principles, life will keep asking her such severe questions and let her choose. Not if you don't choose! The contradiction of life itself is the omnipresent God, and no one can get rid of it!
1 1. After the baptism of plains and big cities, Gao Jialin returned to this mountainous county with great interest.
When he got off the bus and left the station, he suddenly felt that the county town had changed a lot and became very strange. The battlements are so small! This street is short and narrow! It seems to have experienced an unfortunate great change. People are scattered and quiet everywhere, and there seems to be no sound.
12. Is life playing a joke on him, or is he playing a joke on life?
13, a while ago, he also knew that a rainbow was rising in front of him, but he would rather see it as a bridge!
The kind of "bridge" he hoped for did not exist; The rainbow appeared, colorful, but soon disappeared. He is still facing his own reality.
14, the old couple in Yude accepted the bedroll brought back by Samsung and the fate of their son. They only believe in fate all their lives; They think that people have nothing to say in the face of fate.
15, who is to blame for all this? After thinking about it, he can't blame anyone now, but hate himself: his tragedy is his own making! He abandoned the principle of being a man for vanity and ended up like this! He gradually realized that if he continued like this, he would escape the punishment of life again and again-at that time, he might be completely destroyed. ......
Severe real life can educate people best, which makes Gao Jialin reduce some current fanaticism and enhance some self-reflection power.
16, dear folks! When a person is lucky, he may stay away from you; But when you fell, everyone extended a strong hand to help you. Their great compassion will always be given to the unfortunate people!
When I read it for the first time, it seemed that the story was familiar, "Gao Jialin, Qiaozhen ..." and the name was also familiar, but I couldn't remember it when I read it. Then I read the previous excerpt and didn't mention the word "life". In a trance, I can't tell the fuzzy years.
I wanted to see Ordinary World, but there were only two or three books left. The first book was borrowed by others, so I took it to read.
Gao Jialin, 24, just barged in. He is handsome, sunny, enterprising, aloof, loves literature and writing, longs for the prosperity of big cities, looks forward to displaying his talents, resents the ignorance of the countryside, and waits for opportunities to fly like wild geese. I can always see my own shadow in him. Being pushed out of the teacher through the back door by Gao Sanxing, he went to the county to sell steamed buns, feeling ashamed, fearing that he would meet his classmates in the county and hide all the way. Fortunately, Qiao Zhen, a kind and simple rural girl, gave him his first love, let him out of the haze and accepted the reality that he would be a farmer all his life. However, when his uncle was transferred back to the local county, Ma Zhansheng and Gao Minglou sent him back to the county to be a correspondent in order to kiss his uncle's ass and cover up his teacher's scandal. Here, he and Huang Yaping rekindled their old love. As in high school, they talked about poetry and songs, humanities and philosophy, current affairs and politics, and science and technology. How happy they are! These are all things that Joe, who talks about sows at home every day and gives birth to a litter of piglets, can't give him. He and Huang Yaping's soul are so compatible that they admire and respect each other. However, Huang Yaping was spoiled by her elderly parents, and she held it in her hand and held it in her mouth. She is arrogant, bossy and full of anger. Gao Jialin, who has only a few broken caves at home, can't compare with such a family background. No matter how much ambition and talent he adds, the balance of realistic destiny can't be equal. He can only dream of going to Nanjing and big cities, but he can't have them. Perhaps, Huang Yaping just loves his talent in the city, but can't accept his simplicity and honesty in the countryside, so this relationship is warm on the surface, but actually full of danger. After Zhang Kenan's mother exposed his back door, he had to go back to the countryside again, and his beloved Qiaozhen had married, and without her beloved, he had been standing on the main river road, longing for it. He struggled hard and finally lost everything. Fortunately, at the age of 24, I am still young and have a bright future. Life is always looking forward.
Zhang Kenan is an honest man. He is bent on being kind to Huang Yaping. Finally, Huang Yaping was moved by him. However, when Gao Jialin appeared before them again, Huang Yaping chose Gao Jialin without hesitation. Touching is not love. But reality is still reality, and a correct marriage is always expected by reality. Under the principle of cold reality, people can only be bound by their hands.
Indeed, facing fate, we have nothing to say. I work hard, forbear, persist, shrink back, be indifferent, be indifferent, hesitate, suffer and suffer. I only hope to make a decision that I won't regret at every fork in my life.