The process of watching videos is not filled with excitement, but with feelings of surprise, shame and relief. There are two selves in my mind. One says that I am lucky to see the example, and I should learn from Professor Jin Yinan, make rapid progress and achieve something ...; One said that you don't have that understanding, and you can't learn that knowledge with more diligence. Maybe you don't have that diligence and love.
Professor Jin Yinan can achieve the first place in transplanting rice seedlings, pouring lime continuously to the physical limit, but there is no limit to psychological will. Being a worker has set a record for the highest overtime work, and he has been a natural good technician, librarian and teacher in the eyes of others. Just like the Buddha has been king for many generations, he is more like a bug in a bird, fish and insect, and all kinds of gaps are out of reach. Why can't he be excellent? Did you make it yourself? When Professor Jin was accumulating knowledge and spirit, I was still accumulating emotions and desires, and then I tried to play the game of eliminating emotions and wasting my life. I lived like a dead man, but when I really died, I was unwilling and sorry. Should I live my life in vain? It's 32, and both children are influenced by me. Do you still want to play more than study?
Professor Jin summed up three points: 1. Be conscientious, 2. Do difficult things, 3. Set up a big pattern. Brother Xu has told us all about it. Brother Xu kept telling us that we should work hard, take care of our children, and speak hard, which is in line with the first point. Brother Xu has told us many times that if there are difficulties, we should go ahead and create difficulties without difficulties, that is, the second point is to do difficult things; What we usually talk about tirelessly and the learning content recommended to us are all expanding our pattern, which is the third point of establishing a big pattern. But we have listened a lot and done little. Professor Jin has been doing it and summed it up from doing it, so he will say that what he feels in his work and study is joy, not suffering.
I've felt this way myself. It's easy from the first health care that I would rather die than insist on three minutes of back-pulling exercises, to the last five or six minutes. From the beginning, I faced the pain of running in the morning and doing exercises, and finally I enjoyed the whole process of health care. Brother Xu's subtle guidance combined with his own will made it less difficult to ask for leave and tuition. Why can't this positive will be used in my work and life? The feeling is still a matter of mind, and the mind is not enough. Even if I have the ability to use my will to reach the physical limit and performance limit, I am unwilling to act because I have no one in my heart and no love in my heart. Professor Jin's love for the motherland, life and yellow land is beyond my understanding and I can't do it. I have a hard time loving myself and the people around me. When I do things, I always worry more than I pay. Professor Jin has grasped one thing, and I never hate any work I do, but I never seem to like any work I do. This contrast makes me feel ashamed and ashamed. Is it so difficult to like work? Professor Jin didn't say he liked it, at least don't reject it.
Love life. Since I love my work, I have always been thinking about how to love life. Work and children are the main components of my current life. Do I love them? How much effort have I made for my own business? Have I thought about how to face the inner torture in the future when I escape? 96% of people's potential is still useless. I always don't want to waste food and torn clothes, but I don't consciously waste my more precious potential. What a pity! Too many things have not been done, so it is more important to do them and do them well.
It can be said that watching the whole video is inspiring and exciting at the same time. Our motherland is growing stronger, but I didn't participate. There are many good role models around us, but I didn't go to Si Qi. So, are you willing to change? Are you willing to continue to change firmly? Starting from bit by bit, to the extreme, to the limit, with their own will, they have not always felt that their will is superman? Then practice, experience, and don't talk empty! In the future, cherish time and ability; In the future, speak with the results.