I used to feel like I was in the habit of sitting in the car and talking to myself. From small to large, it seems to me that it is quiet. In fact, the inner world is very rich. In this way, under the care of my parents, I will fall into deep resonance. Now I know the helplessness of adults and understand some thinking angles as parents. So I know Rudy's inner world and I can understand his parents.
Now what I have been thinking is, if I have a child, how can I get along with her (him)?
Looking at the young people who growled at their parents in the workplace, I blamed myself and wondered if I had done the same thing. I'm afraid that I can't educate my children well and bring trouble to myself and society. I'm afraid I have no ability to understand the world of young people. I have no confidence to earn money to support my family. After all, now I can just afford my own life.
This drama, besides the plot, may be Rudy, which can get me deeper and deeper.
And I also thought, if one day, I also entered the cycle, then I want to find a guide, then who is the person I miss most in my heart? Mom and dad? Bambi?
At this moment, I feel much more relaxed and happy than when I first came home. During this period, I was very tired at first, but it was very strange. I haven't contacted my best friend for a long time, and it was refreshing to chat for a while. That's what true friends should do, right? I finally know that this is the little fortune of life!
When I wrote this, I read the beginning and found the play really attractive.
I know what Rudy said, those romantic words, what Lou's father said, that parents once respected their children, and I cried. Happily, because a lot has happened, I can't yell at my mother and father anymore, and they begin to understand me.
The melon farmer cried again when he checked (it is estimated that there is something wrong with his brain in the short video). What do you mean, the suspect steals an axe, makes subjective judgments and prejudges? In this way, I also found myself in Jinmai. Now, I try to narrow my circle and don't want to establish any contact with anyone. Work experience is purgatory? And the daily repetition, like this bus explosion, is it restarted again and again? From coming to this world with curiosity, knowing the people and things around us, to finding that nothing can change, life remains the same, to being numb and letting it cycle, we can't find the joy of life, and we can't think of the reasons behind things anymore, because we know that everything will never leave it, and the ending is ugly, and the beauty is made up by people to comfort themselves. Slowly, inadvertently, a little bit makes people feel happy. Maybe I will experience it like this. As the therapist said, I will share high and rich frequencies.
When I saw the ninth episode, Xiao seemed to be a murderer, but the bus still blew up. Is it all worth it? We often take it for granted that what we do is for justice, and then the final result becomes the public enemy of the whole people. People say that this is life and the cruelty of life. It is said that law is the lowest morality, and virtue and love often break the law. So everyone thinks that meddling and eating more fart, inaction is the best result. If we live a mediocre life, will we be happy? On the one hand, for safety, for the people we love and those who love me, we have people we should take good care of. On the other hand, we don't want to live up to our lives. Want to live a wonderful life. A chicken feather in our life is like a bus that always explodes. Every time we face it, our actions will slightly affect something. Although it does not affect the result, our hearts and memories have gradually changed us. So for tomorrow, work, life, people and things, I have a relaxed, but also an expectation ... well, this long-lost expectation.