It's been a year since I came out as an intern. I graduated at the beginning of this month, but this year has been mediocre. I didn't have a good internship, didn't take the civil service exam, and didn't learn anything else. This is because I have too many desires.
I just want to sleep. I feel that I can't sleep enough until noon every day. Picking up a book to study will make you sleepy, and only playing games can make you full of energy. Laziness is the biggest boss, no matter how to overcome it, it will still be defeated.
I am full of confidence when I come out for an internship and find my first sales job. I want to work hard and improve myself. But he resigned within a month. If you want to find another job after resigning, you must do it well. I submitted several resumes, but the interview failed. Then began to open the scrap mode, from Monday to Sunday, the door closed and never took a step. Sleep until noon every day, get up and order a takeaway, turn on the computer, start the game mode, and eat a takeaway until dinner. If I can't play games at night, I will start the drama-chasing mode and catch up with 1 2 o'clock. I really can't stand it before going to bed.
Then, nothing changes in daily life except sleeping and playing games. Dancing with the game every day, the world view of the game is my world view. In order to protect Allard, I explode my liver every day. Fight for demacia in summoner's canyon every day. I fought bravely for Azeroth. You can't find your spiritual home in this world, only in the virtual world can you find your sense of existence.
Some people say that the happiness of young people is very simple, as long as there is a network, a mobile phone and a computer.
I can't stop chasing plays, and I can't stop playing games. Always say, watch the last episode, play the last episode, and then episode after episode, episode after episode, I am addicted. It's always like this in the end. Anyway, keep playing.
It's not that I don't know what to do We all want to make a quick decision and get what we want at once, but if we have this method, there will not be so many decadent people.
I want to abstain from sex, in order to get what I want, to add a memory chip to the computer ... Instead of constantly looking for better methods, it is better to start acting immediately and save more time.
On the first day of abstinence, I got up at 6 o'clock in the morning, took out a book that I hadn't turned over for a long time, and forced to read a chapter, although it didn't work. Go out to work at 7: 20, and take the bus time to brush your own courses. After lunch, write an article. After work, when taking the bus, chat with friends, relax, or brush the video of the course. Eat at home, modify articles or make websites, 23: 30, go to bed.
In the final analysis, although the harvest is not much, at least the first step has been taken. I don't know how long I can last, but I still hope I can succeed in abstinence.
Finally, I saw a famous saying:
Everything should be down-to-earth, not daydreaming, not in vain, and down-to-earth. If you study with this attitude, the truth will be clear, and if you do things with this attitude, you will succeed.
-Li Dazhao