Every time I go out to "learn lessons" and come back, or when I get advanced teaching concepts from books, I have such an "abnormal" sigh: the more I get, the stronger the sense of loss!

Therefore, in an environment that cannot be changed, even if you firmly believe in "starting by changing yourself", you will often be unable to face more self-transcendence.

I have never used more incisive truth to cover up my inner loss, and I have never used more objective reality to comfort my inner restlessness.

“Circle determines destiny, choice is greater than hard work”!

Therefore, for the "loss" after learning something, I don't blame God, let alone the earth, but I blame myself for not making a "virtuous" choice and not walking in the direction I want.

The objective reality is difficult to change, or even unchangeable; why can’t the subjective self choose a circle, a circle that can radicalize its own destiny?

There was a time when I was so depressed, blindly complaining about the reality around me that gave me all the resistance, complaining about the seemingly reasonable status quo, and even complaining about the "circle" that I could not cross.

I really regret that I have unrestrainedly "accommodated" my choice of the circle I have complained about for more than 20 years, and I regret that I never had the courage to choose the circle I wanted.

I am in my forties and have been teaching for more than 20 years. What I have is a full-time diploma from the highest technical secondary school. Given the objective and rigid conditions, I can no longer make a better choice and choose that. A "circle" for self-expression, a stage for self-expression, and a direction for self-expression.

People will always have a past, and the past can never be returned, so there is no need to mention it; people will always have a future, and the future can always be re-chosen, so it must be cherished.

I am so lucky that I can wake up; even more lucky that I can wake up in the age of confusion.

You have to walk your own path, and you have the final say as to where you go. Don’t complain about heaven or earth, muster up the courage to choose a circle that represents you, and move forward!