Loneliness is a broken red thread. A caring person holds it tightly and silently waits for the matchmaker at the other end, even if that person is already far away.
"The drizzle makes the wet clothes invisible, and the idle flowers falling to the ground are silent." Every time I read this sentence, I can't help but lament the loneliness of the drizzle and the idle flowers. When the misty drizzle falls on Luo Shan drop by drop, who says the feelings are not overwhelming? Otherwise, why would the whole piece of clothing be soaked? When the soft flowers dance and spin on the bluestone road, who
says this feeling is not heroic? Otherwise, why would the entire secluded path be covered? However, they are "invisible" and "hearing silently".
Everyone has a flower grave deep in his heart, where those poignant and beautiful but inhumane emotions are buried. And this flower tomb is locked by loneliness.
Nalan is lonely. His good friend once lamented: "Every family is singing drinking songs, how many people know about Nalan's thoughts?" Undoubtedly, he is the prime minister's son, the imperial bodyguard, and everyone envies him. However, deep in his heart, there was a deep loneliness. He found a green leaf in the courtyard, but "I can't say why I hate it." He could only sigh, "It has been missing for ten years." He yearned for plainness and simplicity, but in the eyes of the world, this desire was like the drizzle. No matter how hard it made his whole body feel cold, it was just silent. Nalan's loneliness is a person's sadness.
Li Yu is also lonely. Wang Guowei said that he was "born in a deep palace and grew up in the hands of women." Children who urinate and sit on the throne often have no friends. Even if you live a life of luxury and luxury, and enjoy the feasting and feasting all day long, you can't resist the loneliness of having no one to express your feelings in the dead of night. Especially after the fall of the Southern Tang Dynasty, the hatred of family and country fell on this immature emperor, adding a touch of lonely gray to his heart. His loneliness is also silent, but not invisible. With his own authenticity, he spread the lonely petals on the rice paper, turning them into "spring water in a river" and "flowing water, falling flowers, spring leaves, heaven and earth". There is a comment in "Renjian Ci Hua": "The Ci became the master of Li Hou, and the Ci of Ling Gong became the Ci of scholar-bureaucrats." Li Yu's loneliness was the sadness of that turbulent era, but it opened a new era of Ci.
Lu You wrote "Red crisp hands, yellow wine..." in Shen Garden, which fixed the loneliness in Tang Wan's memory. When Wang Wei lamented that "there is one less person planting dogwood trees everywhere", he injected loneliness into the hearts of close friends. Yuan Zhen wrote with a masculine hand, "The white-headed palace maid is here, sitting and chatting with Xuanzong." It expressed the inner voice of the lonely souls in the deep courtyard with red walls. The red thread in the poet's hand has a pen tied to the other end. After the huge emotion settled, it turned into silence and the motivation to write, making the idle flowers in the drizzle become sonorous and powerful and never fade away.
In fact, there are still some people's loneliness, which even has more than literary effects. Lin Zexu was demoted to Yili. His loneliness was unparalleled by ordinary people, but he sang "If you want to benefit the country's life and death, how can you avoid it because of misfortunes and blessings." He benefited the people. Han Yu was sent to Chaozhou, but his beloved daughter died on the way. His loneliness and lamentation turned into the motivation to govern the country. He established education and built water conservancy in that remote town, and was supported by all the people. The mountains and rivers of Chaozhou were all named Han.
Their drizzle not only wets the clothes, but also falls on the heavy soil, nourishing the water and soil; their idle flowers not only cover the road, but are embedded deeper into the earth, "turning into spring mud" "More protective flowers." On the other side of their red line are the common people! They turned loneliness into motivation to "establish their hearts for the world and their lives for the people."
A person's loneliness can be printed on a book or engraved on a monument. This loneliness is beautiful and is for people to appreciate.
But no monument can last forever. Han Yu’s story tells us that the loneliness of those heroes is dedication