Thinking about human nature plunged Ye into a profound spiritual crisis. The first thing she faced was the lack of dedication goals. She used to be an idealist and needed to contribute her talents to a great goal. Now I find that everything I have done before is meaningless, and I can't pursue anything meaningful in the future. With the development of this mentality, she gradually felt that the world was so strange. She doesn't belong here, and this sense of spiritual vagrancy cruelly torments her. After starting a family, her mind became homeless. "
-Liu's "Three-body"
Ye is one of my favorite women in the structure of Three-body, probably because she is so alike. I am also an idealist. When thinking about human nature, we have all encountered the same situation. When I realized the inferiority of human nature such as hypocrisy, cowardice and vanity, my heart was also very painful. Before, I always had an idealistic tendency, thinking that life should be a beautiful existence, just as Saint Amethyst said, "The beginning of life, in that case, who would have thought that a white and lovely child crying in his parents' arms would eventually grow into a criminal with a portable butcher knife? Who would have thought that a babbling child would make people feel like an angel when he smiles, and he would grow into a selfish, cold and fickle person in the future. My understanding of all this makes me afraid, pessimistic and even depressed. I can't accept the dark and negative part of people, which makes my world view and outlook on life collapse a little. I am always in a wandering and wandering feeling mentally, even a little depressed, but I quickly adjusted. This is not because my own resilience is amazing. A person's spiritual belief collapsed and it was difficult to rebuild, because I met a spiritual mentor.
In a sense, the spiritual communication with him cured me, he gave me support, and even helped me rebuild my world outlook and outlook on life, which made me get rid of this sense of vagrancy and crisis, and did not lead to degeneration or self-destruction. This is the meaning of spiritual communication. Some people may say that he is not an idealist and this will not happen. However, idealists are not the only ones who have such things as spirit. Everyone has a spiritual world or belief that supports him to live. After the collapse of the spiritual world, no one can live as an individual. A person's mental and spiritual collapse will only become a walking corpse. Rousseau said that man is a reed of thinking. In other words, in fact, everyone is more or less idealistic, hoping that things will develop in the direction they expect. For example, I hope the people I love love love me, and I hope my salary will double next year. What's more, I hope I will win the lottery one day and make a fortune. In fact, I can have these expectations to prove that a person is actually alive, not a walking corpse. Most people whose spiritual beliefs have collapsed find it hard to feel alive. Their eyes are dull and muddy, and their movements are slow and stiff. If the spirit dies and only the body exists, people may no longer be people. Living like a walking corpse, it is better to let this corpse rot in the soil and nourish more colorful flowers and lush forests.
In a discussion with a friend, she said that "freedom of thought may be the ultimate freedom". I couldn't agree more. I forget which writer wrote it. It is better to give up this body and leave only the spirit and consciousness. That is the freedom that truly belongs to mankind. Yes, it is the body that makes people have all kinds of desires. By hook or by crook for these desires, giving up your body is tantamount to giving up your desires. No wonder any religion will describe that people will give up their bodies after becoming gods, and the bodies are desires.
It's a pity that we should let the spirit live in this lewd body for a hundred years. Death doesn't really scare me. I am more afraid of the annihilation of spirit and consciousness. Perhaps after seeing desire, I can better appreciate the purity of the spiritual world. However, this is not an excuse for us to be controlled by desire and ignore the spiritual world. I have met all kinds of people, even if their desires are satisfied, they can't get happiness, or they will only have a temporary happiness. Hormones can't make people happy forever, so why not learn to think, learn to be calm, and learn to overcome your restless heart? It may be a little uncomfortable at first. When you get used to it, when you find the world so wonderful and have fun from it, when you find your real needs from thinking, when you are obsessed with the happiness brought by thinking and knowledge, then you will definitely not be so empty and lonely as it is now. Find the peace that belongs to your soul.