I think I am a mediocre person after all. I have no motivation to continue. My own life is hopeless. I live to repay my kindness, but I'm not alive.
A review "Flowers in the Morning" was originally named "Memories of the Past", which included 10 articles about Mr. Lu Xun's childhood and youth life. It was supposed to be a happy and beautiful childhood, because it was shrouded in that feudal society and gave off some pedantic breath from time to time, so Lu Xun wanted to scold that semi-feudal and semi-colonial society. On the surface, Lu Xun seems to have used some warm words. In Flowers in the Morning, Lu Xun used a lot of contrast and satire. For example, in From Herbal Garden to San Tan Yin Yue, Lu Xun first used many bright words to describe his carefree life in Herbal Garden, and then wrote that "I" had to say goodbye to Herbal Garden and go to San Tan Yin Yue to go to school. The "Herb Garden" written earlier reflects the boring life of reflecting the moon in the three pools and Lu Xun's dissatisfaction with private schools in the old society. Winter is an old coat, shivering ... "... but Mr. Fujino is very serious about his work, and he changed all the handouts of" I "with red pen. It should also be pointed out that the blood vessels have moved a little. This contrast better shows Mr Fujino's noble quality and Lu Xun's admiration for him. In addition, Mr. Fujino's tireless teaching and equal treatment of China students are in sharp contrast with Japanese students' contempt for China students, which shows that Mr. Fujino is a real gentleman. Lu Xun used quite a lot of pen and ink on a person in "Flowers in the Morning". That's Lu Xun's nanny, Chang Ma, who needs to be treated in two. Because of the influence of society, "Chang" has kept many pedantic customs, such as eating and gathering on New Year's Day, earnestly observing and complaining, blindly commenting on the story of "Long Hair" and even stepping on my favorite Tibetan mouse. Therefore, the "I" outlined in the reader's mind is a vivid, vulgar and conservative female image. However, Lu Xun's impression of her is far more than that. She has a lovely side. "Chang" knew that "I" liked Shan Hai Jing and ran a lot of roads to help "I" come to Shan Hai Jing. So "I" thought she was "powerful". He hoped that the kind Mother Earth would let Chang rest in peace. There are several other characters who left a deep impression on me. One is Mr. Fan Ainong, and Lu Xun had a bad impression of him at first. The reason is that after Fan Ainong's teacher Xu Xilin was killed, Fan Ainong didn't care. Lu Xun's views on him changed almost gradually. It was not until Fan Ainong died that Lu Xun began to admire him. The other is YanTaitai, who appeared in Father's Disease. She asked Lu Xun to call her father. As a result, her father's calm face suddenly became tense, and his eyes opened slightly, as if it hurt. Later, his father died, which made me feel that this was "the biggest mistake I made for my father". YanTaitai is very kind to other children: he encourages them to eat ice, shows unhealthy paintings to Lu Xun, and encourages Lu Xun to steal his mother. YanTaitai is going to beat and scold. Lu Xun praised her on the surface, but actually despised YanTaitai in his heart, because she was a selfish, talkative and naughty woman. Camel Xiangzi, with its plain language, vivid characters and rich and meaningful childhood stories, attacked the old society where people were imprisoned and embodied Lu Xun's desire for "human liberation". It tells the story of Xiangzi, an old rickshaw driver. Xiangzi has an ideal: to have his own car. So he finally got it through hard work and thrift. However, the good times did not last long, and his rickshaw was taken away by soldiers. But he didn't lose heart and bought a rickshaw by his own efforts. But he was really unlucky, and his hard-earned savings were looted. So repeated for three times, Xiang's eating, drinking, whoring and gambling has completely degenerated into the garbage of the city. This story is a tragedy, a complete tragedy. A person who worked hard and had his own goals eventually became social garbage. Xiangzi used to be kind and honest, and he was as active and tenacious as a camel in his life. Everyone around him has been a monk for a day, but Xiangzi is not satisfied with the status quo. He works hard and strives for a better life. He would rather take great risks to earn more money and realize the life he wants. He keeps pursuing, pursuing success and happiness. However, even so, it did not change his final tragic ending. Maybe this is reality, cruelty, sadness and helplessness. Ideal and reality are always full of contradictions, often irreconcilable, but exist at the same time. Society is realistic and will not change for one's ideal. It won't be perfect. People struggle for their own ideals, and they may not really succeed in the end. Just like Xiangzi, he tried to find a better life, but the ending was so tragic. I sympathize with Xiangzi's camel and feel helpless, but I also admire him. I admire his previous strength and his progress. However, he finally failed to defeat himself and society. After all, he was defeated. Perhaps it is because of the extreme darkness of society or personal factors. In any case, the environment has at least played an important role in changing people. If the public order had been better at that time, Xiangzi might have realized his ideal and might not have become a walking corpse. People cannot live without society, and society determines people. If we can't handle the relationship between reality and ideal, society and ourselves, people are likely to lose their original self. Man is a thoughtful animal and should have his own ideals and goals. However, it varies from person to person and from society to society. If they always fail to realize their ideals, they may become "Xiangzi", degenerate, decline and hate life. After all, few people can persist for a lifetime. Pursuit itself is a constantly changing process, but this process will be very complicated, and people will easily lose themselves and lose themselves. Even degenerate. After reading how steel was tempered, I was deeply touched by the book how steel was tempered. When I read it, my mood fluctuated with the growth and fate of Paul Kochakin. I savored the book and the spirit of Paul. The more I feel that I should draw nutrition from Paul's spirit and strengthen my ideals and beliefs. Establish a correct world outlook, outlook on life and values. I remember a famous saying in the book: "Human life is the most precious. When he looks back on the past, he shouldn't regret his mediocrity ... almost no one wants to live a mediocre life, because even the grass is trying to add a little green to spring, hoping to leave its own figure on the colorful picture of returning to the earth in spring. But not everyone can make good steel. What about steel? I believe there will be a fiery steelmaking scene in everyone's mind. In fact, life is like steelmaking! Nothing is born. There is only one way to change "iron" into "steel"-refining! Some people say that Paul is a born hero. In fact, there are no natural heroes in this world. Paul was able to become a hero because of his own efforts-he did not flinch in the face of the test of life and death on the battlefield of war; He didn't fall down in the face of unbearable labor intensity and hunger and cold in the construction site of heavy wind and blizzard; In the case of blindness and illness, he still did not give in in the face of the relentless blow of the loss of manuscripts and the deterioration of his health. Finally, he grew from a poor teenager to a warrior with lofty ideals, noble character and tenacious style. Life can be said to be a tortuous road. In the journey of life, you will encounter many difficulties, face the blow of failure and the pain of not being understood, and so on. All this is short-lived. After breaking through obstacles and overcoming difficulties, we will realize that it is the flame of tempering life. Many heroes and great men are tempered by burning flames. As people often say, "the blade comes from sharpening, and the plum blossom fragrance comes from bitter cold." "Compared with Paul, the difficulties we encounter in our study and life are really insignificant. What reason do we have to sigh? Only by setting up lofty ideals, cultivating excellent quality and persistent pursuit can a person not be dragged down by life and crushed by misfortune, and will he be strong and mature in the raging flame of suffering, love life, enrich himself and meet a better tomorrow. Today's society is an information society with fierce competition, and the knowledge economy has begun to take shape. From the perspective of the international community, peace and development have become the theme of the times. The international competition around economy and science and technology is becoming increasingly fierce, and all countries are aiming at the 2 1 century to seize the commanding heights of development, which makes China face new opportunities and challenges. The pace of China's "catching up with the times" is accelerating, which makes our Chinese nation face the opportunities and challenges of all-round rejuvenation. The country needs knowledgeable, determined, decisive and innovative talents. Therefore, we have no choice but to cross the frustrations of knowledge. The bell of 2 1 century is about to ring. It is of great significance for us to stand on the threshold of the new century, look for the heroic complex of the past and reshape the "Paul spirit". For the prosperity of our great motherland, let's follow Paul's example, practice our life and embrace the future optimistically! " Life is the most precious thing for people, and life belongs to everyone only once. That's how people should spend their lives. Looking back on the past, they should not regret wasting their time, nor should they be ashamed of doing nothing ... "I read the book How Steel was Tempered on the Internet in the summer vacation." How should people live? "After reading this book, I have a perfect answer to this question. This book is mainly about: Paul grew up in bitter water, lost his father in his early years, his mother washed and cooked for others, and his brother was an ordinary worker. When Paul 12 years old, his mother sent him to the station canteen to do odd jobs. He worked in the canteen for two years and was humiliated. However, the road behind him is even more bumpy. In this case, he still insists on writing books and has no pity for himself. Compared with ordinary people, he has to pay twice the price for writing one more word. After many troubles, he finally succeeded in finishing the book How Steel was Tempered. I read and read, and Paul's determined face seemed to be in front of my eyes. He, an ordinary soldier, has an iron will. What is this? Isn't this the great cause of socialism? This is the driving force of his tenacious struggle with the disease. Paul taught me how to treat diseases correctly and how to overcome difficulties. Even if he is completely paralyzed, he can fight for the socialist cause. How can I, a child raised by the sunshine and rain of the party, be intimidated by some trivial difficulties? Whenever I flinch in the face of difficulties, I think of Paul. Whenever I cry because of frustration, I will think of Paul porco Chagin. He always inspires me and urges me to make unremitting efforts to overcome all difficulties and encourage me to face any challenges in life! Determined to turn yourself into real steel! As Paul said in this book: "A person's most precious life belongs to everyone only once. That's how people should spend their lives. In retrospect, he should not regret wasting time, nor should he be ashamed of doing nothing ... "