Ceekay Mbth
Nationality: China.
Place of birth: Hunan
Date of birth:1987 65438+1October 22nd.
Date of death: February 2008 13.
Occupation: singer
Representative works: Shen (novel), When Love Dies, Midnight Love Letter.
Constellation: Libra
Blood type: type B.
Height: 163cm Famous saying: I will die again and again to prove that life is endless.
Ceekay is an intern pharmacist. Grandpa is Irish, so he is a quarter Irish. My mother is from Shaoyang and my grandmother is from Hainan. /kloc-started smoking methamphetamine and marijuana at the age of 0/7. Is an extremely low-key person.
Growing up, her withdrawn personality gave people the feeling of indifference. She studies in a boarding school in junior high school. Her personality may also be caused by her family. Her parents are often absent, divorced and seldom care about her.
He once wrote an LES novel Shen, which mainly tells the story of the heroine and Yi Longjing. Yilongjing exists in reality, but Melissa Zhou and Yilongjing are not the same person. Yi Longjing is Ceekay's beloved woman. Lv Feng is Ceekay's boyfriend. Melissa Zhou is Ceekay's roommate and good friend in junior high school, and Melissa Zhou is a Canadian wife.
Maybe taking drugs can reach the spiritual world she expects. Ceekay is paranoid and stubborn, and tends to go to extremes. She has the habit of playing with blood to hurt herself. She often cuts herself black and blue with a knife, and cries alone every day, which is very painful mentally. Ceekay's blog: I will die again and again to prove that life is endless. (The original sentence is from Tagore-Bird)
In fact, she is a very talented girl, and she is also beautiful and lovely, but why doesn't anyone want to admit it before she dies? Why does everyone think she is terrible? Her spiritual realm is beyond anyone's prying eyes. Perhaps, she was willing to open her heart to others, but she was killed by her family and the people she loved.
She is just an ordinary girl. It's just that she has her own unique and profound views on many problems in life. For example, suffering (here suffering is broad and contains two meanings. The first layer refers to the survival difficulties that people will inevitably encounter in the process of survival. The first meaning refers to the pain and death caused by people's psychological endurance to the ugly side after thinking deeply about all aspects of human nature. People in this world have several views on suffering and death.
The first kind of people keep looking for a goal in life and then work hard for it. They also know that there are hardships in life, but life has goals, hard work and fun, so suffering has little influence on them, or they have adopted a passive attitude towards suffering and death for most of their lives. They regard their mental state as a positive state, and most people belong to this kind of people.
The second kind of people have a much shallower understanding of suffering and death than the first kind. In a sense, they just live in the dark and have no big goals and direction in life. They live out the nature of animal existence. Basically, they don't ask about the meaning of living, and a certain number of people belong to this category.
The third kind of people unfortunately encounter hardships in the process of life (suffering refers to the meaning of the first level mentioned above for such people), and they choose to commit suicide to escape because they don't want to open their hearts or be depressed. Their deaths are absolutely tragic and avoidable.
The fourth kind of people are very complicated people. They are naturally keen on thinking and love the freedom of the soul. Most of them are lonely in life and like to be alone. They have a deep understanding of suffering, especially the almost indelible suffering brought by the ugly side of human nature in the process of life, and finally choose death to get rid of it.
Only the fourth kind of people die relatively optimistically. Ceekay certainly belongs to the fourth category. All those who like her should bless her. You shouldn't always talk about her life and death. No matter life or death, she got the peace she deserved.
She is a dead MC, a pharmacist, a Gothic woman with a small face and a pointed chin, and a black scorpion tattooed on her left face.
Say "rest in peace!" Play goth and vision, lip nails, cigarettes ...
Feniks's apprentice, they collaborated on a melancholy fairy tale. Besides, it cooperates with Guang Guang the most. A very low-key person, even too low-key for Feniks,
There is little information about C.K., so many things are not very clear. Did C.K. ever study in Guangzhou? Are these photos her real person? When on earth did she leave? What is the cause of suicide? I'm not sure about these, but nine times out of ten. C.K.' s songs are always full of sadness, as if her life had never been happy, even accompanied by pain. If so, then heaven may be her really happy home, so she left so early, leaving these sad voices.
Some people say that her image is horrible and her music is negative. First of all, she is a goth and plays in the visual department, so the image problem is no longer a problem; Secondly, her music expresses true feelings, not fake hipa! The first time I heard C.K.' s voice was in saywut? mc！ In this song of cooperation with Xiaowu, I got to know this person from now on. C.H.U Vol.9 contains the Song of Sorrow by C.K. and Guang Guang. But I didn't know it until I heard the phrase "Shawn rest in peace, n homie gal c.k rest in peace" in the song "Day of Uprising" in the second volume of Journey to Xi. I suddenly felt a shocking fact, so I asked a lot of homiez, but no one could give me exact and detailed information about C.K., even hers. Of course, she did leave, very lightly. As for her death, it should be suicide. The way to commit suicide seems to be to cut your wrist (I'm not sure), but I'm not sure about the specific reasons for suicide. I read the fan messages on her homepage (C.K. has a lot of fans, which is crazy), and it is estimated to be June 65438- 10/2, 2008. Before, I thought that the lyrics of two songs written by EB were sung in memory of her. If so, she left as early as 2006, but now it seems that she died even later. Anyway, let's say one more word for the absent soul: R.I.P!