After reading "Paradise Tour" by Zhang Jiajia, I still think about everyone in the book.

When his mother was paralyzed and his wife wanted to leave him, Song Yili wanted to leave this world.

A long time ago, Song Yili and his mother depended on each other, and her mother ran a small restaurant for him to go to school.

In college, he met Lin Yi, and they fell in love. Song Yili tried his best to be good to her, graduated and got married. Everything went smoothly, and he should have ushered in a happy and wonderful life.

The mother wanted to end her life early due to cerebral infarction, leaving a sum of money for her son and daughter-in-law to have a better future. But what she didn't expect was that she wouldn't be able to get compensation for doing so. Instead, she would be left paralyzed and had to be cared for.

This also became the last straw for Lin Yi to leave. She couldn't stand such a bleak life, nor could she stand living a miserable life.

Song Yili kept trying to save his wife. He refused to divorce. He once regarded Lin Yi as the only light in his life and could not accept her departure.

He even deliberately caused a car accident to make his wife take another look at him.

Lin Yi was determined to leave. She wanted to escape and have her own life, but she couldn't bear to live alone all the time. She was too tired.

Song Yili felt lucky to have met Lin Yi. She was like a beam of light in his life, constantly illuminating him. They were also very sweet, working hard together and heading in a good direction.

He tried hard to give Lin Yi the best life, but after experiencing a lot of hardships, he no longer believed in himself.

Song Yili knew that he could not win back his wife. He desperately wanted to leave this world, sell the hotel, and send his mother to a nursing home.

After taking the medicine and lying on the hospital chair, he recalled in his mind his childhood, his mother, Lin Yi...

He felt that he was about to leave, until A child appeared next to him, and a little girl told his uncle that it was time to get up.

Later he learned that the medicine he wanted to take had been replaced by candy by the little girl. He was about to cry but had no choice but to be entangled by this little girl.

The little girl’s name is Yu Xiaoju, a 7-year-old girl suffering from cancer, trying hard to survive. Those who have no chance try to catch every ray of wind, while those who have the remaining chance want to escape with a bottle of medicine.

In the following days, Xiaoju pestered Song Yili to drive all the way, visiting many places and meeting many people, with constant encouragement from celebrity friend Chen Yan and help from assistant Qingqing. The story of Teacher Li and Tian Meili and so on.

They may be filled with despair, but they move forward with hope. In the long journey of groping, when encountering difficulties, we still move forward with hope.

Many voices seemed to appear: Don’t give up.

He helped Xiaoju realize her wish and watch a concert. This was also the last concert Xiaoju watched. She failed to survive the operation after all.

The lively and cheerful person who secretly turned off Song Yili's sleeping pills and tried hard to save the person who wanted to leave. How she wanted to stay, stay with her mother, and take good care of her mother when she grew up.

But her life will always remain at the age of 7.

Later, Song Yili went to the end of the world. A long and thin road extended from the coast, and finally reached the small island where the lighthouse stood.

He worked hard to survive with the hope of a small reunion.

Life is still very long, and we will eventually meet our own moon. From then on, we are no longer afraid of the dark.

Keep moving toward the light.