Just a few months ago, I chatted with my friends and talked about my career. I also told my friends that if there was an afterlife, I wouldn't consider the career of a doctor because I couldn't hide my illness and dared not operate on patients.
However, since the closure of Wuhan on June 24, 2020, the epidemic has been raging, and then everyone in the country has stopped flying and closed the customs to fight the epidemic. In the days of isolation at home, what I have to do every day is to brush the news of the epidemic. In the room, my heart is in the world. When I see more and more confirmed and suspected cases, I am worried; Seeing the whole country, Qi Xin joined forces to help Wuhan, and his spirit was also uplifted; I am often moved to tears when I see the medical teams from all over the world going to Wuhan, and the husband and wife say goodbye affectionately, and the mother and son are inseparable. And let me pay close attention to and admire nothing more than Academician Zhong Nanshan. It was Academician Zhong Nanshan who led his team to determine the communication nature of COVID-19 people. It is the expert team of Academician Zhong Nanshan who put forward the national isolation against pneumonia; Academician Zhong Nanshan took the lead and went to Wuhan to fight the epidemic. From the video of Academician Zhong Nanshan, we can see that although he is 85 years old, he is hale and hearty. We can see that he is full of confidence in overcoming the epidemic. We can also see him tearfully talking about the heroes who fought the epidemic. Academician Zhong Nanshan has become the mainstay of the people of China in this tough battle against the epidemic. And 73-year-old Academician Li Lanjuan, who led the R&D team to study around the clock how to conquer the virus. Looking at her resume, she has made outstanding contributions to the prevention of human diseases all her life and won a series of awards. Every time I see the news about these two academicians, my heart is full of passion. They are saviors, Guanyin Bodhisattvas who help the poor, the hope and reliance of the people of China, and the backbone. In the face of suffering, they showed their greatness and value.
Every time I see the medical team going to Wuhan, everyone looks like an obligatory steel soldier, with firm eyes and dignified expression. Please sign your name on the gauntlet, press your fingerprint, and the words will become warm, regardless of the return date. They are ordinary medical workers, but in times of crisis, they show their true colors as heroes and become the most beautiful retrograde people.
I sit in the isolation room every day, watching those medical workers charge the front line in Wuhan, but I can't do anything myself, practicing the slogan "Don't go out, it is the greatest contribution". Study Zhuangzi's uselessness when he has nothing to do. Zhuangzi has a theory of uselessness: "The mountain tree is self-declining; Burn the fire and blow yourself up. Guangxi is edible, so cut it; Paint can be used, so cut it. Everyone who is useful knows that everyone who is useless doesn't know. " The cleverness of a master can never be distinguished. I feel that I am nothing and can't do anything.
The epidemic has made me re-recognize the profession of doctor. On the surface, doctors have to face pain, which is the patient's body, but in fact they are viruses and enemies of mankind. Doctors are like brave soldiers, fearless and fearless; The doctor is like a lamp in the dark, gentle and warm; Doctors, such as loving people, rely on and rely on; Doctors are like showers after a long drought, nourishing everything; Doctors are like spring breeze, bringing everything back to life; Doctors hang pots to help the world; Doctors are singers who compose life symphonies.
I have no chance to be a doctor in my life, only I have a respect. However, I am thinking, what can my present job do for the society and the public? I set my purpose as: "Do good deeds, work hard and make progress, and a beam of light will illuminate." Living and working according to this purpose, I think it is good to try to live up to my heart, although it is of little or no value.
If there is an afterlife, be that doctor again. For Bian Que, for Hua Tuo, for Academician Zhong Nanshan, for Academician Li Lanjuan, for angels in white, for curing all diseases, expelling plagues, rejuvenating and saving all beings.
God bless Wuhan, and God bless China.