I applied for this No.51 in early 26, and I haven't had a chance to play since I became a soldier. Later, I really couldn't get along at home, because I was too lazy, uneducated and unskilled. I went clubbing and dancing all day, and I wanted to join the army and claim to experience life to change my bad impression and improve my quality.
At that time, there were four arms, namely, the Shanghai Armed Police, the Beijing Literary and Art Corps, the Tibetan Corps and the Marine Corps. My family asked me to choose, and I decided that the special forces were the Marine Corps. That night, my mother cried all night after learning about the training of our arms, only to learn later.
so I chose the special forces, because I wanted to go to the hardest place to hone myself, and later I learned that the place was really not alone. At the beginning, I felt very beautiful. Now I am sitting in front of the computer and coding. All the bits and pieces of the army immediately come to my mind, and everything tastes good.
I really don't know how to express the feelings of a retired special soldier. Let me tell you about my general situation, and maybe you will get to know China soldiers again.
I didn't cry when I got on the train, because I knew I was out of touch with fragility when I started my special military career. I wanted to become strong and let my family and my elders in Jiangdong have a new price for me. When my relatives came to see me off, I cried in tears, especially the children who had been spoiled by their parents since childhood. Looking at the crying everywhere under the car, I wondered what to cry about. It turned out that my psychological maturity was beyond those children's ability.
I didn't look at them when the car started. My eyes were fixed on the front of the car. My mother called my nickname. I knew I couldn't turn back. I was afraid I couldn't stop crying. After all, I knew a little about the life of my chosen army. What it was like to come back was unknown. The whistle rang, the train left and I left my hometown. However, I looked back at my mother, gave her a thumbs up, clenched my fist, turned my head and put it down slowly. My mother was crying hard at the bottom, and my heart was at a loss ... What kind of life was there?
Finally, I came to the Marine Corps, the special forces of China Navy, which symbolizes army of the dead!
First of all, it's three months for the recruits. I don't know how to evaluate the training of our recruits. Others say that the recruits will be comfortable to get off the company after they survive. Looking back, it turns out that our recruits were paradise for us, and the life of the old company made us wish we were dead. At that time, I only knew that the instructor told us that you had become a real soldier in these three months, regardless of various training and housekeeping. Your life style and other qualities are almost the same as those of veterans of other general units, but you are 18, miles away from a standard marine, which requires you to hone hard after joining the company. In addition, after two years, no matter whether you stay in the team or leave the army, each of you will lose something that you can't think of and are very reluctant to give up. Be prepared, but you must be clear that this is a special operations force. It's not a literary soldier, a pig-raiser, or a soldier with a gun. Few people can know our real life. You are the purest killing machine in China. For the country, you are free, and for the people, you are duty-bound! Remember, now you are just a pawn fighting at any time. This is the most real special soldier. I won't tell you some nonsense about defending my country. Now you just know the body of action and obedience, and abandon all children's affairs (I learned later that I really lost the woman who loves me the most, and this will be said later). As long as I work here for 6 seconds, everyone must invest 2% of my energy in training. Don't regret when you realize that you have lost a lot in the future, because the military camp has honed you into the truest men ... < P > At that time, my heart thumped: Fuck you, our devil's day has finally come!
There is a famous saying in the United States' West Point Military Academy that reasonable training is called exercise, while unreasonable training is called tempering. Comrades in other troops, including ordinary people in society, all say that being a soldier is bitter. In fact, the word bitter is simply enjoyment when used on us. We call it torture, and it is even more devastating. At first, we felt that the humanitarianism of China troops was so poor. Later, we learned that it was called fighting capacity and omnipotent in the words of our instructors. Every morning, 1, meters is called warm-up, and in the morning, there are combination training, capture Sanda fighting, bone analysis, nerve analysis, car starting principle, stunt driving, skydiving skills, field survival skills, and a lot of chaos. In the face of death, we can only do our best to save the rest by silence! I saw with my own eyes that a comrade-in-arms vomited blood in front of me when I was practicing 1m long-distance running in the sea at 4 degrees in summer. After dying, I understood a lot at that moment ... < P > I only remember doing it for 5 minutes at the most comfortable time every day at that time, regardless of whether we enjoyed it, the nerves were as tight as dizzy all day, and the most hateful emergency gathering. I remember that at the beginning, the instructor practiced our memory and reaction ability. Wearing socks and slippers on his left foot, combat boots and no socks on his right foot, wearing the inner library, wearing a military uniform with bare arms on his upper body, and wearing a white vest outside the military uniform, the helmet should be worn backwards. At that time, I wanted to die. I would have greeted the instructor's ancestors for thousands of times in my heart. Later, I learned that this really worked and laid a solid foundation for our future battlefield contingency ability.
The days are just passing by, and we are all looking forward to going home.
in the year of the Sichuan earthquake, our unit achieved five firsts in the whole army. When I first went there, I didn't eat, bathe or sleep for three days. I was cleaning up the ruins and digging up the bodies, which was terrible.
fear of death for the first time. This feeling is suffocating.
After coming back from Sichuan, I couldn't sleep all day, and my mind was full of ruins, dead bodies and helpless children.
when I donated money, I donated 1 yuan, which is quite a lot compared with our conscript, because we only pay 24 yuan a month, which is not enough for a piece of clothes for the so-called non-mainstream children, but it is life-saving money for us! All my casual clothes were donated, and I returned to my hometown in uniform when I was discharged from the army ...
May the dead rest in peace, the living be strong, and China people are all a family, and the people of the whole country will not forget you.
I came back from Sichuan with all the training, and the work and life system turned into the right track.
he will be discharged in a few months.
Every day, the unit is busy with intensive training, carrying logs to rush around, climbing mire, physical training, swimming 5 meters, surviving in the wild and practicing confrontation. At the end of the year, the company was not bad and achieved good results.
Then I got on the train and went home. On the train, one of my comrades fell out with the small armed police in Guangxi, and they fought. At that time, I only saw my comrade-in-arms throw the armed police around, so I hurried to pull it. I really didn't want to think about who the marines were. If I didn't pull it, it was estimated that something would happen sooner or later. The special forces were the masters who ignored death. Fortunately, nothing serious happened, and the comrades were brought back to our old company.
two years' life has passed so quickly, too fast. When I got home, I found that everything had changed a lot. My former good brother had become a reality. Instead of telling me about brotherhood, I was thinking about money. I had nothing to say, and my girlfriend left. She told me that I was not with her when I was a soldier and I didn't often call her. It was very my fault! Blame me for not taking care of her! I can't say anything about this. In front of national security, people's peace and happiness and you, I can only choose the former. I have no choice. I can only say sorry to you! A real soldier must be able to endure the pain that ordinary people can't bear!
Then one day, I ran to the mountain and stood at the top of my hometown and looked at the familiar and unfamiliar city under the mountain. I was at a loss. I wanted to cry, missed the army, the instructors and comrades-in-arms, and missed the days we had walked together, both bitter and sweet. You saved my life, and I also saved many of you. No one can understand our feelings. This is to fight for it with their lives.
I was a soldier for two years, and my left leg was injured. It was very painful when it was cold. My lumbar spine cracked when I parachuted, sometimes it hurt, and I got all hurt. When it comes to honor, I only got a commendation, but is it useful? Yes, the army has taught us psychology, criminology, interrogation and anti-interrogation, driving blasting, and the most vicious close combat killing, which gives us physical fitness that ordinary people can't have. But in the face of my current situation, I would rather not. Perhaps at this time, as my instructor said, this is the value of reflecting a warm-blooded soldier!
a game and a dream.
Back to reality, I can only exert my ability to the limit and find a factory to do my work in obscurity. Although the salary is not high, I want to live a quiet life and start another life! I dare not expect love any more! Let fate take its course ...
Here, I wish all the retired veterans a great success. I believe that China soldiers are absolutely tough ...