Seeing you write this, I think you are really a good boy. You are sincere. Seriously, although all the words are plain, I feel very real and I am very sad.

How can I put it? What happened to you is really complicated. First, I want to talk about your ex-girlfriend. You said you didn't like her very much at first, but you had a relationship for a long time, but this happened again. It doesn't mean whose fault you are. It only shows that your feelings are not strong enough to stand the test. If you really love her, you might as well talk to her and fight for it to see if there is any chance. If you feel that after all this, your feelings are already very weak, or you don't have any enthusiasm to cherish this feeling, then be strong and decisive, so it won't hurt you or her! I suggest you listen to Wang Leehom &; Lu Qiaoyin sings "Good Break-Up"! ~

As for the other girl, I personally think that you are only with her when you are most vulnerable and need comfort, but after listening to you, I feel that she is not the girl who really excites you. If so, I advise you to give up, too. Reluctantly, I will regret it later.

Now you don't need to be sad, but you need to be strong. There is no need to be too sad to lose this relationship. You should be grateful, because the happiness that truly belongs to you is waiting for you to discover.

Finally, I wish you find your own happiness as soon as possible.