There is no regret medicine in the world. If yes, eat it, you can choose a different life again, but it also proves your cowardice and failure. No matter how you choose, you are doomed to failure and cowardice. Regret medicine only treats the symptoms, not the root cause. Because of my cowardice, I can't bear the responsibility that comes with it, and I can't bear the joint consequences of my decision, so I will regret it and make another choice. After choosing, you can't be responsible for the responsibilities and consequences, and you will regret it then. In this way, I went back and forth, fell into a vicious circle, dared not face my own life, dared not shoulder my own burden, blindly chose to escape, escaped all my life with cowardice and shame, but never escaped from this huge cage, suffering day and night and degenerating forever.

Perhaps young and frivolous think higher than the sky, or perhaps stubbornly want to find another way, so as to make their own decisions against the goodwill of their parents. Don't argue with your parents about regrets. The weak often defend themselves with pale and powerless language, and making the other side yield through argument itself proves their incompetence and failure. Action is the weapon of the strong. I used to keep it in my heart, and later I will use it to prove my decision. In the past, I proudly and stubbornly chose to give up the bright road pointed by my parents and stubbornly decided to take an unprecedented road. Know in your heart that this is a dark road without lights; It is a winding, bumpy mountain snake; It is a mountain full of thorns, destined to be created by one person alone, and it is a road that few people have set foot on but can't see the light. At the end of the road, it may be covered with glory, or it may be lonely and have nothing.

Life is also a casino, the difference is that the banker becomes fate, and the gambler's chips are replaced by life. Escape is not your style. I never despise cowards, and I don't want to accept failure, abandon my son, admit failure, and it is even more impossible to abstain automatically. Then, let it go! A person walks along this dark and dreary road with death. No company, no happiness, loneliness as long as he is my brother's. Temptation and power often patronize, and they all snicker at the roadside while covering their mouths. Occasionally, they come to flash their waist, and when they appear cold, they fall down directly ... stumbling all the way, still empty-handed. I didn't find the golden brilliance, and I didn't catch the damn tenderness. Instead, I got black and blue, exhausted physically and mentally, and more importantly, I didn't know when I had a needle called frustration. Once in a while, my heart hurts. Always sour eyes are red. So I was a little tired, so I sat down to have a rest, and I didn't know where to jump out and flirt. Think about how hard you eat, and treat yourself, so you left with the temptation happily. Br/ I don't know how long I've been flirting with temptation, but I'm often stuck in my mind with power and coldness, and I'm a little tired of temptation before I remember that I still have business. I remember how much time I lost, turned a deaf ear to foreign affairs, and hurried forward behind closed doors.

As always, the road is uneven, and occasionally passing by scares you. At first glance, I look like a bully with developed limbs and a brain as big as soybeans. I never pay attention to it, although it is quite imposing, seduction and scheming to please it. Temptation often jumps out to seduce, and when it comes, it will be ambiguous for a while. Maybe I'm tired of her and can't hook up with me. After I finish, I will continue to touch the elephant's hiding place-in the dark. One day, I fell down in the dark, and a handsome guy next to me helped me up, and then we became good friends. He is a schemer. At that time, I really hoped that it was temptation, so that I could embrace the temptation with dignity and spend the world. I am much more energetic with you around, and I don't feel tired when I walk on the road. He can make me feel comfortable every day and full of hope for the future. Much better than those two lonely dumb brothers. That day we came to the foot of a mountain and saw a blue tie on the cliff not far away, so we wanted to climb up and see what else was there. It's just that the cliff is a little high for one person, so I tried my best to give him an idea. I pushed him down and he pulled me up. So I pushed him up. I waited for a while, but I didn't see the schemer reaching down. I thought something had happened to him. When I looked at the cliff in the distance, the schemer and the blue collar were gone. After that, only two dumb people accompanied me. I've been depressed and depressed all day since I lost my mind. The dumb brother who used to look pleasing to the eye has also become a monkey face with a pointed mouth and an ugly mess. The more you look at it, the more unsightly it is, so you have to send them away. Holy shit! These two brothers are really loyal. They can't leave, can't open, can't run away, and they still cling to me. Finally got rid of them and found a girl to go the same way. After a while, I don't know where these two elm bumps came from. Fighting and hiding with two lonely brothers, this is life. Running around and playing hide-and-seek with two nerds, today I'm running around and still spinning around. One day, I was so anxious to be chased by loneliness that I climbed a tree and hid. If two logs can't get up, just sit under the tree and watch. The so-called stand high and see far, the ancients honestly did not deceive me! Seeing a girl in the tree from a distance, I was elated at once! With beautiful women in the same way, we can finally kick these two lonely fools away. So I flew down the tree and invited the girl to go with me, and the girl readily agreed. I finally got rid of two pieces of wood completely. I'm so happy to kiss that girl on my way. I want to go with her all my life. Finally one day, we came to the edge of a forest. She came to tell me that she was leaving, and her father was waiting for her on the avenue beside the forest. I looked in the direction of her finger, and the wide road was full of people. Although it is dusty, it is flat. You don't have to go my way. Every step, we should carefully look at whether there is a big pit under our feet and whether there are stones. Also be careful that thorns on the roadside can scratch clothes and skin at any time. Her father stood by the smooth and bright road described by his parents, waiting for her. She left, and I sat in the tree on the edge of the forest, watching her slowly walk towards her father, and then holding hands, the two figures gradually disappeared into the dusty crowd.

I sat quietly in the tree and looked down at it. Sure enough, I was lonely as usual, sitting side by side in the shade with my back against the trunk, as if I had never appeared before. My heart is a little sour, starting from the road that is neither bright nor wide, nor flat, and is full of sharp stones and barbs, until now, although it has been dumped several times. But I have been with me for the longest time, and maybe I will always accompany me through this road ... Standing at the gambling table, I already knew it would end like this. I stood in the position of Zhuang and looked at the face of fate as if to say that everything was under control. I threw out my chips without hesitation. Is it stupid to gamble when I know I'm going to lose? I only bet two words: miracle. My life is in my hands.

Lost? I don't fight landlords, I don't play mahjong, I don't push Pai Jiu, I don't tie golden flowers ... Everything related to gambling is insulated from me. However, now I find that I am the craziest gambler in the world, and I have not hesitated to gamble my whole life in a gambling game that I knew I would lose before the game started. The purpose is just to slap people who think they are global manipulation and self-righteous. The biggest card in hand is: "miracle"! Is it the craziest gambler in the world to use luck against the banker? Or the most idiotic gambler?

The figure has long since disappeared, and somewhere in my heart, a small earthen bag is arched. In front of the earthen bag stood a tombstone as white as snow, but there were no words and patterns on it, clean and unpolluted, just like that man.

Looking back at him, there are as many as seven or eight roads along the way. Most of them are spinning in the same place, and some are still halfway to a dead end. It must be difficult to go ahead and go back to the original road. From a distance, it looks like a hen looking for food. Catch here and buckle there, just like a child drawing. I can't help smiling bitterly, thinking of those ridiculous years of playing hide-and-seek with loneliness. Good times are hide-and-seek for me. A feeling of sadness came over me, and I was a little disheartened. I think of myself who has just set foot on the journey, full of ambition and loyalty, which is far from the great ambition of the Great Wall not to be a hero, not to hit the south wall and not to look back. Time is a meat cleaver, but it won't live up to its reputation. All the edges and corners have been cleaned. Even Mr. Xie is as big as a watermelon, so he carved it into an egg. Time, the first-class killer, is like water boiled with slow fire, and unconsciously cooks my green baby who is alive and kicking in the water. Hehe, with a wry smile. Looking at the spacious and flat avenue in the distance, people's faces are either satisfied or comfortable, even if the dust is all over the sky, it can't stop the happiness on their faces. Seeing that it is a bit dull, I can't help but envy and lose heart. I also want to go back to the dusty road and spend the rest of my life quietly. I am very unwilling. Are these really what I want? If so, what are these years for? But I still want to find a like-minded person to move on. I looked at the avenue of practicing in vain, and the crowd surged. I guess I can squeeze it out by myself without moving. Look where you're going. There are thorns everywhere, and there are many branches and leaves of ancient trees. They were completely naked, and then they were already in the dark. I knew the result from the beginning in my heart, and I was destined to go alone. I still hope that the "miracle" card can give that person a few slaps.

I spent a third of my life on the road. Along the way, like a toddler, he staggered and stumbled, but he still walked alone with nothing. How can you give up so easily? I can't help but feel a little annoyed that I lost my way on the road, and many good times were actually used to hide and seek! Turning around in the same place, the child stands still, looking at the satisfaction in others' eyes and happiness in life, knowing that this is not the life he wants, and "enviing" the happiness that others have obtained for no reason, and then using this so-called "envy" as an excuse to cover up that he chose to give up halfway because of cowardice, and giving up all his previous efforts and persistence with this high-sounding reason. This is also an escape, an irresponsibility to oneself, and a complete denial of the former self. I burned all my previous efforts, so I changed my insistence from beginning to end and changed my original intention. Just because of "envy", this beautiful reason for reaching the peak and giving up halfway only ends in pieces. Give up your original intention and put your previous efforts on fire, and you won't get the radiant glory at the end of the road. Because I gave up, I didn't even have the qualification to see it. You won't get the happiness you "envy", because the happiness of others is bought with a period of life essence, or with Confucianism. The only thing I can get is: the most precious part of my life, for a big joke, has merged into the happiness brewed by ordinary life; An unprecedented failure is 100 times more expensive than success, and it is also mixed with a walking corpse that is black and blue, exhausted physically and mentally, and an unbearable inferiority complex, which will accompany you for a lifetime like a maggot.

Life has no chance to rehearse or start all over again; Life is not a tall building, and the drawings are wrong, so we can re-plan, tear down and rebuild; Life is not a dinner party, it can only be AA, and only you pay the bill. The ship of life has set sail. Just like going out, the water spilled out. As a captain, please hold the course. Don't look back, you can't get back what you paid. If you choose an unprecedented course. What kind of harvest can you get when you reach the finish line? There is no need to make a fuss. It may make you smile, or it may be exactly the same as when you came. Come quietly. Walk quietly. Can't get a cloud. You don't have to mind that you have nothing. Bravely break out a road of your own and stick to it until the end. He is already a giant in everyone's eyes. Pay sweat and hardship for life, no matter what the result is, but ask for a clear conscience. Stand in front of everyone to meet the so-called secular vision. You can also: coldly point a thousand fingers. Keep your head down and be a willing cow! "