As soon as the afternoon came, my mind felt groggy. It was still very cold outside. I stayed at home alone. I couldn’t bear to take my cherished vacation break and it slipped away as soon as I covered my head and fell asleep. The new season of "Seeing Words Like Faces" has updated two episodes. I sat in front of the computer and watched it quietly. I wanted to record something in my heart, so as to leave some thoughts and memories for myself in the future.

I feel better now. I can treat and accept new people I meet in my life calmly. This does not depend on their attitude towards me, nor does it depend on him (her). No matter how bad or good they are, I just feel that it has nothing to do with me at the beginning. I don’t have any expectations from anyone. I just let nature take its course. I even feel that I can just maintain my individual status. I have seen good people and met bad people, so I naturally have a yardstick in my mind to measure them.

Sometimes I have an inexplicable sense of self-confidence and a sense of spiritual sufficiency. Of course, I am also working hard in that general direction. That kind of excellence does not mean that you can raise a glass and toast at any time during a dinner party and throw out a lot of scene words to make people feel beautiful; nor does it mean that you inexplicably come forward to make decisions on behalf of others when participating in unit activities and replying to leaders. Maybe everyone has different definitions of excellence now. This can be well reflected in parents’ evaluation of others in their daily lives, especially in words like: His child is particularly outstanding and graduated from xx; that child graduated from xx At work, he is very good; that child is very good, tall and very good. Under normal circumstances, I don't feel much about such remarks. I know that we have different standards for judging excellence. I think to judge whether a person is excellent or not is to perceive his character from the details of his life situation. What is important is not his character. Have fixed good hobbies, be able to distinguish what is good and what is bad, know what beneficial things to contact in life, and stay away from meaningless or even harmful things. Some people really make you feel that a person's mental state can be so good and he can continue to explore anything that interests him.

Of course, I have also encountered bad people. These people can be summarized in a few words: absolute and refined egoists. Egoism is different from individualism. Of course, people are selfish and will think of themselves first when encountering things. This is normal, but egoism is absolutely self-centered and will never be modest when it comes to interests. The so-called absolute means that their own interests become the only absolute direct driving force for their words and deeds. Doing things for others is regarded as an investment, and in the end it is just to achieve their own special purposes; the so-called exquisite means that they have high IQs and many talents. With a good upbringing, everything you do is reasonable and you are impeccable. They are astonishingly worldly, sophisticated, sophisticated, intentionally loyal, good at acting and cooperative. There are always people like this around, and all they can do is draw a clear line in their personality.

I have recently watched several documentaries, such as "China Van Gogh", "The Gate of Life", "This World", "This World 2", and "Long Live Life", although what I saw were real and ordinary people. Life, but it is inevitable that the mood is a little heavy. In fact, writing this feels like being hypocritical.

The Japanese song at the beginning is very nice. Japanese songs and movies have a unique slow lyrical effect, which is suitable for one to enjoy quietly. There is more than just AV.