The more you know about your depravity, the more you can understand the wise saying: "The greatest enemy in life is yourself". A heavy sigh is often accompanied by emotion. When people feel this kind of emotion, they often like what if. If your self-control overcame your greed, there would be no gray page in your youth yearbook today.
In the late 1990s, you graduated with honors from a famous domestic tourism college. Like many "drifting north", you came to Beijing with great ambition to find your dream. From the perspective of choosing a job, you are lucky. In the fierce competition, no matter the initial test, re-examination, written test or interview, you "go through five customs and cut six generals" and become the lobby manager in the eyes of the owner of that star-rated hotel.
You are good-looking, elegant in manners, with a standard "handsome boy" image and good business ability. Every important reception task of the hotel is completed by you, and many "difficult" things are handled at some critical moments. It is a "good seedling" highly appreciated by leaders, admired by colleagues and loved by guests.
Just a few days before you committed the crime, the deputy general manager was transferred for some reason. After democratic recommendation and leadership inspection, the hotel finally decided to promote you to fill this vacancy. The "boss" wants to talk to you the next day, and then holds a general meeting of all employees to announce the appointment decision.
Then your life will reach a new height, but "sin" will happen on that starry night. After that, your life is no longer clockwise, but falls into the abyss-it was a snowy night, and you were on duty in the hall. Two American businessmen stumbled into the door and almost fell down in the hall. This kind of thing often happens to you. Every time, I ran to help them, smiled and proudly sent them into the room.
This time, the man you helped was carrying a suitcase. After being sent into the room, the suitcase was put down and opened, revealing so many bundles of dollars. Two drunken "foreigners" threw themselves on the bed and began to snore.
Maybe they were careless, maybe they were deceived by your elegant speech, and they were not wary of you, but you became your own prisoner and a "gentleman on the beam" despised by the world.
Bundles of dollars exposed from the suitcase come into your sight and refuse to leave, which in turn binds your soul and doomed you to be nailed to the shame column.
The door was left unlocked and there was snoring inside. You pretended to sneak in with tea. Seeing money, my heart is hot and dry, and it is difficult to tell how I felt at that time. You know, with so many dollars, just take out a small stack ... but before your trembling hand reached out, you were out of breath, so you quit the door and tiptoed back to the lounge. But just to stabilize your mood, you call yourself a coward, and your heart has lost stacks of attractive dollars. Inflated greed has bewitched and deceived you: do it once, just this time, anyway, they will fly back to the other side of the Pacific Ocean tomorrow.
A strong possessiveness drives you back, and you can easily get it. But you immediately regretted it and put the money back before you went out. You are a highly educated person and you know what the nature of behavior is. You are afraid of the majesty of the law and want to stop crime.
Unfortunately, after returning to your work hall again, you began to hate yourself, scold yourself for being timid, and throw away the fat in your mouth for nothing. You say to yourself: It's now or never!
So, you touch the guest's room, steal the dollar, then send it back, steal it again, and then send it back, and so on for three times. Every time I repeat it, I am experiencing a fierce struggle inside. Finally, greed and luck finally prevailed, and 50 thousand yuan went into your pocket.
Man is half an angel and half a devil. Every moment, obviously secretly, everyone lives in the struggle between his angel and the devil. When angels prevail, people's behavior is true, good and beautiful; When the devil has the upper hand, it is false, evil and ugly. If an angel is always the winner at most times and critical moments, then he will be a good man, a model, even a great man and a saint. If a person is dominated by the devil at that critical moment, then he becomes a bad person and a sinner. The stolen money has only been in your hand for two days. Before it gets hot, a pair of cold handcuffs will lock your hands and announce the beginning of your ten-year life behind bars.
In fact, the biggest weakness of all criminals is that they can't overcome greed and luck!