Because I was in charge of the exam, I had nothing to do and was bored, so I wrote an essay on the same topic with the children - "The Connection Number of Life"; I scribbled on the remaining answer sheet into a "bullshit article" ( My wife always dismisses Fang Fang’s “small works” as “bullshit articles” regardless of their merits or demerits).
Probably not many people know how I chose "teaching" - this job is called "the most glorious profession under the sun." Although most of the "——" in his forty years of troubled life was paid to this "sacred land", the two times he joined the church were almost a repeat of the "rebellion" of the past, with the same cause. The last time he was "camping and guarding the border" in Beidahuang, because he offended the regiment leader, he was promoted to the company as a "teacher". The last time I was in Shanghai, I had a falling out with the district labor director, so I had no choice but to find a job at a recruitment booth. I returned to education after five years. In life, there is probably nothing more embarrassing and miserable than working in a "career" that you don't want to do just to make ends meet. However, I am afraid that there is no job in this world that I want to do, or that is suitable for me, because I am a person who neither wants to be controlled by others, but also does not want to control others!
Looking back at the past, it seems that the forty years of ups and downs in life are just a matter of time. They go in a hurry and come in a hurry. There is almost no rest during this period. It is calm and leisurely to breathe, but I see that "the dawn is just around the corner." "Ahead", but I feel that the days are passing too slowly - there are still 365 days and 8760 hours, and I feel like I am suffering every second. I admire Brother Jiazhen (my high school classmate) for his courage and determination. Nearly a year before his retirement, the organization "promoted" him from factory director to the company - making him an outcast. The old man said, "I'm quitting", then resigned and went home! But I can only "endure", and if I can endure it, I will feel useless and suffer. The connection number will be very unhappy and unsatisfactory, just like Ah Q's strokes!
There is an old saying that goes well: "When you are three years old, you will see eight years old, and when you are eight years old, you will see old age." I don't know if it is this "——" in my life that has been connected to Heraclitus's famous saying. "Character determines destiny", or my mother had already injected the rebellious factor into me in this "——". Anyway, when I was in the first grade of elementary school, I did something amazing - once in Chinese class, I was doing arithmetic, The teacher confiscated my notebook. Without hesitation or fear, I rushed to the podium and tore up the teacher's textbook! From then on, this "——" in my life has been full of ups and downs, and according to my wife, "I can't get over it even when I grow old." In fact, there is no need to "settlement", otherwise it will be over, and there will be no "Fang Hongru"!
Probably not many people know how I chose "teaching" - this job is called "the most glorious profession under the sun." Although most of the "——" in his forty years of stormy life was paid to this "sacred land", the two times he joined the church were almost a repeat of the "rebellion" of the past, with the same cause. The last time he was "camping and guarding the border" in Beidahuang, because he offended the regiment leader, he was promoted to the company as a "teacher". The last time I was in Shanghai, I had an affair with the district labor director, so I had no choice but to find a job at a recruitment booth. I returned to education after five years. In life, there is probably nothing more embarrassing and miserable than working in a "career" that you don't want to do just to make ends meet. However, I am afraid that there is no job in this world that I want to do, or that is suitable for me, because I am a person who neither wants to be controlled by others, but also does not want to control others!
I don’t know how the children understand the meaning of "——". This topic seems too heavy for them who have just had a crown ceremony. And all I can think of is an eternal and brilliant philosophical topic - freedom! There is a sentence written silently in the test paper: "Dogs bark in the deep alleys, cocks crow on the top of the mulberry trees." In fact, children can also recite another famous sentence of Brother Tao Qian: "Young people have no suitable vulgar rhyme, and their nature loves hills and mountains." In I Love Hills and Hills. Not necessarily, but in life, as long as this "——" has not been completed, "freedom" is absolutely indispensable! "If you don't have freedom, you would rather die!" Zhuangzi said: "If you take advantage of the righteousness of heaven and earth and control the debate between the six qi, you will be able to swim infinitely, and you will be treated badly!" If you can follow the nature of heaven and earth and control the six qi, With all the changes, traveling in the endless universe, what else can he rely on! Nixon said: “The essence of freedom is that people have the right to determine their own destiny.
"But can we? Human beings' separation from the animal kingdom may seem "progress", but the heaviest price paid is the loss of "freedom" - this is called the "relativity theory of life"! And retirement is to redeem "freedom", which means You are ordered by yourself, not others, to write the remaining years of this "——". Can you not eagerly look forward to the arrival of this day? Go back, go back, go back to my "cave", go back To my spiritual home!