There are also many famous sayings in the book telling us that kindness is a virtue, and only those who are kind can be called great people, as if we are immoral without kindness, or even unworthy of living in this world. So I'm afraid to be unkind, and I don't want others to dislike me because I'm not kind enough.
From then on, I deeply engraved the sentence of being a kind person in my heart! Others bullied me, but I wanted to be kind, so I let them bully me and didn't fight back. When someone hurts me, I will smile and say that it doesn't matter, it's my fault. I often help others, and instead of being thanked, I am accused of not being attentive and thorough enough. But it doesn't matter, I am a kind child, I can't complain, I can't be jealous of others!
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I am a kind little girl. One day, on my way to school, there was a drunk uncle who said my umbrella was beautiful and wanted to take the same umbrella with me. I didn't want to help him, but I thought I should give my uncle an umbrella in the rain, so I gave him an umbrella even though I was going to be late for school. However, as you all know, I can never live like a normal person again! I was kind enough to help others, but after what happened, everyone said it was my fault and no one praised me.
my helpfulness is not a compliment, but an artificial anus!
I feel very ashamed, and it also brings troubles to my parents. Mom and dad spent a lot of money because I couldn't go to work, and many media chased us to take pictures of me. But I don't want to be photographed. I think it's embarrassing and I don't want to tell others.
I always wanted to go back to the past after a sleep, but I woke up in the morning and found that nothing had changed. I was so sad! In the past, I often heard my grandmother say, "Oh, I'm going to die! Oh, I'm dying! " I was young before, and I don't know what this means. But now I get it. That's probably the reason for a person to live!
I sometimes want to die, but I can't bear to leave when I think that my parents are trying so hard to make me happy and have spent so much money for me! I can't bear that so much effort they have made for me is in vain! It's just that I don't understand why I should run away when I should be the one to be apologized.
So, I just hope that bad uncle can be brought to justice. Fuck kindness, I don't want to be kind this time, unforgiven! However, I fought back my shame to testify in court, and the bad guy was only sentenced to ten years! I saw my mother burst into tears and shouted, "It's only ten years. How old are we Su Yuan in ten years? She is not an adult yet!" " I saw a lot of people feel aggrieved for me, and I also saw that I couldn't see anything, and I couldn't hear anything! It suddenly occurred to me that my father said that he would solve this matter by himself. By the way, where is my father? I saw my father holding a stool to punish the bad guys. Although I really want the bad guys to be punished, I can't! I have lost my healthy body, and I can't lose my father again!
sometimes, it's really boring to live! However, for my parents, no matter how hard it is, I will live! There is still a baby in my mother's belly. I just hope that ta will be born soon, so that my mother will not be so sad all the time. It's better to be a younger brother, because I'm afraid that if I'm a younger sister, I'll meet bad people. What should I do?
However, I sometimes worry, what if my parents stop loving me when I have a younger brother? So sometimes I hope my younger brother won't be born, so no one can share my parents' love with me! Perhaps, the reason why I subconsciously don't want my brother to be born is that I have no hope for this world. I don't want my brother to be born in this unhappy and beautiful world at all!
moreover, I found that I have no ability to continue to be kind! When I see those happy peers now, I will think darkly: There are so many children in this world, why should I suffer this kind of thing? If only this happened to everyone! So I don't have to worry that others will laugh at me and treat me as an alien. If only everyone were the same!
however, every time I think about it like this, I feel depressed. Thinking: Is it because I am bad in my bones that this happened to me? But I've never done anything wrong before. How can I be punished so severely?
I heard that people should have faith. But that day I begged all over the sky, and no one came to save me! I prayed to god, but there was still no miracle! From that day on, I have no faith! I always can't help thinking: If faith is useful, why isn't there a miracle? If faith is useless, then I don't need it! Or, God knows everything that happened to me, but he just looked on coldly.
If God can't save people from suffering, then he is not so worthy of being believed. If so, why doesn't he care about so much darkness and suffering in this world? Maybe I just don't want to care. After all, if the world is peaceful, no one needs God!
no matter what I think, I feel that I have become a bad boy, and I can't be kind anymore! In the past, I always felt very reasonable when I saw those sentences that advised people to be good, which moved me very much. But now I just feel queasy and want to throw up. I am probably sick, a psychological disease, and no one can cure it!
I used to think that all people should be treated kindly, but now I think some people are bugs in the gutter and deserve to rot in the dark!
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I am usually a very easygoing person. I will do my best to help others when they need help. When I go out with girls, I will take the initiative to take care of others and help with something.
once, I went out to play with a girl. We all bought a lot of things, but I think I should take care of others more. So I helped her carry a lot of things, only one handbag was too much for her to carry. Later, when she came back to school and met a classmate, she complained to that person, "Look, she actually asked me to carry such a heavy thing!" " It was obviously a very hot day at that time, but my heart couldn't warm up any more!
I've been helping you, not expecting anything in return, but at least be grateful! I'm a girl, too, and I'm tired of carrying so many things. Well, just don't say it thoughtfully! It is my duty not to help you, but it is my duty to help you. You can't take my tenderness for granted
I've been wondering recently, are there really good people in this world who deserve nothing?
Jiangge helped her roommate get killed instead, and then left her helpless mother alone to face the criminals who denied it in the early stage and in the later stage, and a key witness who evaded responsibility and kept lying! Every time I see Jiangge's mother running alone in a foreign country, I feel very sad when I want to sign and sentence Chen Shifeng to death! Perhaps the only reason to support her to live is to bring the murderer of her daughter to justice!
A few years ago, 18 college students illegally entered Huangshan Mountain for exploration. However, there is a saying in the local area that they can't go to Huangshan Mountain at night, not to mention the wild Huangshan Mountain which is raining heavily and has not been developed! They didn't listen to the advice and broke into dangerous places at night. Finally, they were rescued, but a young police officer stayed there forever! However, the reaction of those college students afterwards was chilling. They said: "In the whole incident, the most irresponsible performance was that the police asked to go down the mountain immediately after finding the team. This is the biggest reason why Zhang police officer fell off the cliff! " They think that the person who makes the decision to withdraw is the biggest responsible person!
However, besides being a policeman, a policeman is an ordinary person! No one is born to give his life for whom! What's more, it is still such a group of ungrateful baiwenhang. The police also have kind parents, gentle and beautiful wives and lively and lovely children. Cops are real people, too! Others gave their lives to save you. How much pain should the whole family suffer from now on? You say it's none of my business and it's over?
There is also the Bali incident a few days ago. The country has long stated that it is not allowed to travel because of the recent volcanic eruption in Bali, but many people still go their own way. In the end, the country immediately contacted the space company not to increase the price to pick up the nationals. However, there are still many people who think this is right. What's more, they think that it is bad for the country not to pick them up for free. But why don't you look at other countries? Which country immediately picks up its own citizens like China? You should at least say thank you to others! As a person, you should have at least gratitude!
I saw a sentence yesterday:
"Thank you"
"Never mind, it should be"
this sentence should be "
it shouldn't be you!
There is nothing wrong with kindness, but those who hurt you! In the face of those who don't deserve to be forgiven, I hope you can bravely choose not to be kind! It's not worth hurting yourself for some scum! If I have a child in the future, I will never tell her, "Be helpful and be kind!"! "I will tell her," You can be kind, but don't be blind. Although everyone is equal, not everyone is qualified to accept your kindness! Don't help what you can't do. In my mother's heart, no one is more important than you! "
So, sometimes, we can be less kind! Even if you are kind, you should hide your edge. Your kindness is not the reason why others bully you and hurt you!