? If time can be defined, for those who recall their first love, it might be like this:
? “The days and nights spent together forever, and occasionally the days spent alone. Days and nights, and days and nights when my heart and mind are filled with him, days and nights when I would rather time stopped, and days and nights when I lose him forever."
? First love gives. People's feelings are always light and pure, but at the same time they are unforgettable. The novel "Love Letter" by Japanese writer Iwai Shunji is a story about first love. The first love shown in this story is not only light and pure, but also has an unforgettable sadness. "Love Letter" directly touches the hearts of millions of readers with its simple, pure yet affectionate beauty. The deep nostalgia and the youthful past that are never returned have awakened in many people's hearts the deep feelings about what can be encountered but cannot be desired. The first and most beautiful warm memory of true love.
? I only got better after reading 8 chapters. In the long and vulgar plot foreshadowing, I became extremely bored with Hiroko Watanabe's tireless pursuit of her fiancé's first love, and even thought it was a pathology; I felt extremely angry and sad that Akiba indulged Hiroko; It was unbelievable and inexplicable that Fujii Shu (female) was ill and refused medical treatment; I felt an unbearable boredom and hatred for everything in the novel. I began to suspect that Shunji Iwai was just enjoying his fame, and I almost stopped reading. I closed the book and opened it again, several times, and I endured it many times so as not to miss the beautiful things in this fleeting year.
With the meeting of Hiroko and Fujii Shu (female), the memories slowly opened, and I couldn't help but be moved by the distant but distinct first love of the two Fujii trees.
? Two students who had just entered middle school were teased by their classmates because they had the same name and the same surname. They had a lot of troubles because of the same name. It was in these unavoidable troubles that the two Fujii trees came into being. Feelings that even I can't explain clearly.
? Although the male Fujii is not good at talking about lotus flowers, it is he who sprouted the seedling of love first. He deliberately borrowed some novels that no one else would borrow, and then wrote the words "Fujii Shu" repeatedly on the borrowing card, and took it to the female Fujii Shu and asked her to register.
? I think when he saw her taking it, his heart must have been beating very hard, or maybe he was shouting in his heart: "What I wrote was not my own name! What I wrote was your name." !" He must have felt extremely sad when he saw her carelessly putting down her loan card.
? Time and time again, the result is always her business affairs. He did not change his strategy because of the obstacles, but still borrowed books tirelessly, wrote "Fujii Tree" tirelessly, and tirelessly continued this "routine" of expressing his inner love without her knowing it.
? Day after day, he was not shaken by her lack of response, and the number of "Fujii Tree" on the loan card increased. However, she remained ignorant and let the love that happened to her slip away quietly.
? But I think, in fact, she is not unmoved by him, she also has a faint and pure admiration for him. When they were serving in the library together, she was busy taking notes. Occasionally she looked up and saw him immersed in reading in front of the window. The breeze lifted the white gauze curtains, and when his figure disappeared and appeared, there was a touch of girlishness on her face. The unique shyness faintly faded away. So she stopped asking about his laziness.
? The purest love between a boy and a girl that gradually emerged did not continue to grow. Because of her slowness and his transfer of schools, everything had to come to an end at the beginning. Not willing to give in, he inserted the loan card with her name "Fujii Shu" on the back of the book and delivered the book to her doorstep. Regarding the strange thing that the books that should have been returned at the library were specially delivered to her home, she ended a teenage love with just a few simple questions.
When she finished dealing with her father's funeral, a week later, when she returned to school, he was no longer there. Putting the books he asked her to return back to the bookshelf, she was stunned for a moment and pulled out the loan card, which had the words "Fujii Tree" written on it.
? Many years later, she saw the book "In Search of Lost Time" again, saw the loan card, saw the portrait of her he carefully drew on the back of the card, and saw that it turned out to be With the three words "Fujii Tree" in her own name, she finally couldn't calm down, and her belated awakening caused huge waves in her heart! It turned out that when she was young and ignorant, there was once a young man with the same name, who gave her true love without any regrets or regrets.
? For him, his first love has always affected his love after he grew up. Because Watanabe Hiroko looked exactly like his first love, he chose her and fell in love with her in a painful and regretful relationship. get along.
? As for the female Fujii Shu, because she knew nothing and had been kept in the dark, there was no pain at all. The boy with the same name soon became a memory. , a looming shadow behind the gradually blurring white screen window. Without the pursuit of his fiancée, Hiroko Watanabe, she would have never known her boyfriend Fujii's unforgettable love for her until death.
When all the truth came to light, I cheered for Hiroko’s pursuit; I cried for Fujii’s (male) infatuation; I sighed for Fujii’s (female) happiness. If you are so romantically missed and infatuated with someone once in your life, there is no need to fear death.
? This is really a sad but memorable first love story.
? There is another detail in the novel that particularly touched me, and that is the song of Seiko Matsuda that has been mentioned many times. In order to better understand the novel, I specifically looked up relevant information. Seiko Matsuda was the most representative idol singer in Fujii's middle school days. The advertisement of Miko Miyazaki's swimsuit drawn by male Fujii on the back of female Fujii's examination paper was particularly popular in Japan at the time, just like Matsuda Seiko's "Blue Coral Reef" , this song represents Fujii's middle school years. The male Fujii tree encountered a mountain disaster and was in danger. He sadly sang Matsuda Seiko's song: "It's okay for just two people to wander together, because I like you. My love follows the south wind and rushes to the wind-swept coral reef." This is his reminiscence of his long gone boyhood and his longing for the female Fujii tree.
? I wonder if there are still such infatuated men as Fujii. If so, I think the loved one must be willing to give everything for him.
? The reason why first love is unforgettable is that it is clearer than the gurgling stream in the dense forest; more fragrant than the isolated orchid in the valley; more beautiful than the deer that comes in the morning mist. pure. Only because of its clarity, fragrance, and purity, many people keep a warm corner deep in their hearts throughout their lives, where there is a Fujii tree that belongs to them only, hidden behind a white screen window.