But even so, one thing will not change. If you want to survive in this world, you must do so. What can you do for a living without a good education and money? I can even say that you may not be able to survive, survive the fittest, study professionally, and earn money from employment. In my personal understanding, these are just for survival. Besides, have you ever thought about how to support your parents if you don't do this? One day, people around you will leave you. At this time, if you want to live, you can't rely on them. You're on your own. This step-by-step approach may not be worth it in your eyes, but relying on it, you can live a good life, study majors, do research, start a job and make money. This doesn't mean giving up your ideal. If you despise some people for living a life without suspense, why not try to struggle? Maybe you want to say that what I said is too easy.

You ask what you live for? I think it is to live your ideal life one day, and all this depends on your own efforts, step by step, and you must experience it on this road.

Don't want to live like this, then don't just talk without practice, and observe the world well. Besides step by step, there are many other things that can be the meaning of our life, such as your family and friends.

Strive for the life you want, step by step, not necessarily without ideals.

The above is just my own opinion, which may be a bit subjective. I hope it helps you, but of course you can ignore it.