1. I truly remember my despair for life at that time, my infinite nostalgia for my deceased relatives, and watching my mother being carried further and further away, the despair of never seeing her again and the coldness of my heart. It feels like my experience of life is cruel, helpless, sad, and resentful.

2. I have a photo of my mother when she was young. It was taken when she was about twenty years old. She was wearing a cloth with a fine floral pattern. She had plump cheeks, bright eyes and white teeth, as bright as a morning star. The black hair flows down the chest like a waterfall. There were very few photos of my mother when she was young, and they were basically destroyed by the police. This one was later retrieved from relatives.

3. I dreamed about my mother again at night. I dreamed that my sister threw herself into my mother’s arms with a bouquet of carnations. I dreamed that my mother told me that she would definitely care about and protect me in heaven. In the days to come, I will bravely face all difficulties and learn not to cry again, in order to be grateful to her spirit in heaven.

4. Forgetting, thinking deeply, is really a virtue. Instead of putting a pair of chopsticks for the old person every day and being unable to extricate yourself from grief, it is better to forget the deceased in life.

5. Tomb-Sweeping Day is here! I just hope that my mother will live happily in another world and not be as hard as when she was alive! Maybe they have met. One day in the future, you and I will meet.

6. Money is something you can’t bring with you in life, and you can’t take it with you in death. The most important thing in this life is family love! It’s the blessings cultivated in previous lives that made us a family. But, what am I doing! Mother, I'm sorry for you! All the crying, sadness, and heartache are useless and can't restore your lost life!

7. The days when I saw my deceased mother away seemed to take away everything I had. energy. For a whole week, I couldn't speak, firstly because my voice was hoarse and I couldn't speak, and secondly because I was worried that tears would always flow down before words

8. That night, I almost didn't sleep all night . Mother's eyes shine in the night. I felt my mother's eyes on me. My thoughts are churning, thinking about the world, the future, life, and many, many things.

9. It was this figure that came to me in the dream. I only remember that when this figure appeared, the surroundings were gray, and my mother seemed to be walking down from the clouds. The expression on her face was a little different from usual, like smiling, but also like crying, but she finally walked towards me. .

10. Mother’s life is the life of the most ordinary Jiangnan woman. Not many people will remember the passing of life. But for her children, it is a lifelong memory that they will never forget and cannot forget.