You might as well just die!
Do you like playing games? Do you? Then just play games and don’t think about so many things.
Yes, you feel so much that you want to be like the characters in the game: to be soldiers.
Oh~~~You see how many enemies others kill as soldiers ( ~Awesome~), how brave, so why don’t you give it a try? Become a soldier?
Haha, do you think being a soldier is that easy? Do you think you can become a soldier just because you want to be a soldier on a whim? Impossible
Let me tell you~~~~The reality is very cruel~ Even if you really want to be a soldier, you still have to rely on various technical problems. If you play games, you will Just play, don’t think so much, don’t be too fanciful, don’t be too involved. After all, the game is illusory and you are real. Now you are 24 and not too old. Find your friends and talk about it. Just talk
Or go watch some comedy TV to relieve your worries
Anyway~~~~don’t be too sentimental