Libra: ego, moderation, justice and indecision.

Representative: Gu Cheng (born on September 24th, 1956)

Excerpt from love letter: Gu Cheng to Xie Ye

I lost control as soon as I touched your letter, and I was surrounded by warm fog, and the world echoed in the distance like a cathedral. You are floating, a little near. When I wake up, I am full of hate, hate myself, and hate my poor little body. It is sucked to the ground, firmly stuck to the spider web and struggling. Reality, no matter how much you hate it, clings to you and sucks you, making you far away from your dreams. You think well of me, which makes me very happy and nervous, because I am a small person after all. I want to be a good person and even be valuable. The two are unified. When I say value, I mean inner value first. When I was a child, I wrote: "Go to the light, scrub your soul, and throw away the shadow behind you with determination and perseverance. Living with sin is more terrible than death. In the face of pain, doubt and guilt, what I can't stand most is guilt. "

Because of your own treachery, you look down on yourself. No matter what you get in this world, this contempt will accompany you for life. I deeply know that there is only one kind of happiness in the world, that is, the happiness with a clear conscience and the happiness of being a good person. To be an artist, he will be punished, because he wants to pass through the evil of reality and bring this belief to the world. He wants to tell people that there is such happiness on that river bank (that is, the river bank illuminated by the morning light, as you said). There is no such thing here, in the shops, in the floats or on the high reviewing stand. He made a slight gesture, he gained value, and he was punished for it. I don't know what I can do, but I know I will do it. When I fail, when the door of the world is slamming on me, will you still give me your hand? I'm not afraid of the world, but I'm afraid of you. My reason and self-control are useless. Achilles is a hero in Greek mythology. He won't get hurt, because when he was born, he was soaked in the Styx by his mother. He won't get hurt, but the heel held by his mother is his only fatal place.

emotional quote: I will engrave your oath on the candle to see how it is drowned by tears and burned out by my heart, and how the last thought is extinguished and blown away by the wind. -Gu Cheng