If I know today, why should I know? There is an allusion in the Three Kingdoms. Zhou Yu hit Huang Gai, and one is willing to hit another. There is an old saying in China; Money is hard to buy regret medicine. Being a mistress is the least worthwhile choice. It was just an impulse. Have fun for a while, but not for a lifetime. That kind of mood is vacillating and the most unreliable. China also has a famous saying; Parents eat rice, coarse cloth, know the cold and know the heat, and make a wife. I advise you to get out of trouble early and go back to shore.